My Saviour! (Matt Espinosa Fan Fic!)

//Chapter 21!

*Matts POV*

The car ride back to the hotel was really awkward.

After I explained everything to Carter and Spencer I knew they were both upset with me. I was upset with me.

I hate to admit it but that kiss that happened between Regan and I did mean something to me, but I'm not sure what exactly it meant.

As soon as we got back to the hotel I went straight up to Kinnley's room.

I was nervous to talk to here but it had to be done sooner or later and I think sooner would be best in this situation.

I knocked a few times and surprisingly she opened the door.

I could see the hurt in her eyes, her cheeks were red and tear stained.

"Look Kinnley can you let me explain?"

After about 5 minutes she agreed.

"You got 20 minutes"

Hopefully 20 minutes was enough to make up an apology and explain to her how I feel.

Fuck how am I going to explain to her how I feel when I can't even explain to myself how I feel.

{a/n: does this even make sense? Oops.} ^

"Look Kinnley, Carter introduced me to her. He said she was invited to join the MagCon your with us and she doesn't really know anybody and he was introducing her to everyone. I was the last one she was introduced to, and since I wasn't with and couldn't find you she asked me if she could hang out with me, since I was a loner and all. Anyways we got to talking and we got to know each other pretty well. After a while a slow song came on and I still couldn't find you she asked me to dance. It was really passionate and we were into it a lot. By the end of the song we were so stuck in the moment we kissed. Yes, I admit I kissed her but it wasn't suppose to mean anything and it was just in the moment. After we kissed, I noticed you watching and I felt my heart shatter into a thousands of pieces, seeing you hurt like that. And I just wanna say I'm really sorry and I'm totally fine if you wanna think about it for a couple days but please forgive me. Please." I explained without taking my eyes off of her because I want her to know how sorry I truly am.

"Look Matthew I forgive you okay. I understand it was just in the moment. I just thought I meant a lot more to you that that." She said and never took her eyes off of me.

"I think its time for you to leave now"

She said with tears in her eyes. She got up and walked over to the door.

I got up and followed her, but my twenty minutes wasn't up yet. But I wasn't in the mood for arguing.

"Good bye Matthew"

"Bye Kinnley"

Maybe now I'll have a chance to heal my broken heart.

But how could I heal something broken, if all of me was broken?

{a/n: does that make sense? Again}

Kinnley was my healing.

Kinnley is my healing.

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After I walk out that door she shuts it slowly, thinking I left.

Part of my wants to go back in there and explain to her what I really meant when I said that kiss meant something me. Get my whole 20 minutes Kinnley because that could be my last time talking to her for a while.

But part of me say no, let her be, let me try to heal myself.

About 10 minutes later I still find myself outside her hotel room and I her a bunch of banging around, a loud thud, smashing of things. And yelling.

I wasn't sure what was going on but I had to make sure she was okay, but if I go back into her room she'll know I'll was waiting outside her hotel room.

I didn't care about that tho, I need to make sure she's okay.

I went to open the door, but it was locked. Fuck.

I was gonna have to break down the damn door.

But then it popped in my head that Spencer was in my room with Carter and she had a key to Kinnleys room.

I booked it down the hall and to my room.

I forgot my damn key.

Hopefully, Carter or Spencer was still up.

I banged on the door for 5 minute until Spencer answered the door.

"Hey is everything okay? Did you talk to her?"

"Yeah, yeah. But after I left there was a bunch of banging around and yelling and smashing and I don't know what's happening and I have no way of getting in her hotel room. Can I please have your key?" I said.

"Oh know! Oh know! Oh know! Hopefully she's okay. I'll be just a minute, let me grab my things." Spencer replied, with much worry in her voice.

"Can I please go alone? I started this mess. If I need any help or anything happens I'll call you! Can I just have the key?" I said.

"Yeah, I guess. But please call. Here's the key" she said while handing me the key.

"Thank you! Thanks you! Thank you! I'll call, don't worry!"

I booked it back down the hall and finally reached her hotel room.

The yelling and banging around was still going on.

I took out the key and swiped it. The door unlocked and I stepped in.

I couldn't believe my eyes.

There Kinnley was getting beat by the same quy a couple months back.

Her step dad.

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Oops cliffhanger🙊🙊 I hope you liked it! Lots of shizzle happened. Next update will be up in a couple days! I know I've been updating a lot but why the heck not. I know there's lots of mistakes but please try to ignore them. I will be doing a big edit when I finish the story, so please try and ignore them, thanks! Please leave feed back! Vote? Comment?😊 byee💞

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