if CP's had daughters

April fools

"Nonono! Let me go! You can't have me! i'm not for you!" i thrash around trying to get away from the men in white trying to get me into a room pulsing with electricity. Luck isn't on my side i'm dragged into the room and forced into the chair for the torcher i receive every day.

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{after electroshock therapy}

"Do you remember your name?" it's the doctor.

"It's lucy marie fool, my friends call me lucky because of my luck streak."only blank faces float around my face but i can remember their names.

"What are their names, and do you remember where you play with them?" ya i remember where but i won't tell them. If i do mama's boss will be mad, and i'll get in trouble.

I'll give him the names and that's all. "Jeff, ben, lui, jane, tim, brian, toby, and lulu are my closest friends. If i tell you where i played with them mama will get in trouble with her boss."

I know what's coming next. "Lucy your mother won't get in trouble she wants to know because the people you play with are bad people, and its not healthy, they made it so that you see people that aren't there." i ignore the doctor and open the box of crayons left in front of me along with some paper i tend to get antsy whenever we talk and the colors tend to be all that can keep me from pacing around the room. "Lucy what are you drawing?"

I don't look up as i draw the man with the glowing mouth and eyes next to the man with the smiling mask. "Puppet and painter." its abbreviations for the names they gave me.

"Lucy who's the tall one?" he points to the man wearing the poke-a-dots, making sure to use the eraser and not the graphite tip.

"That's one of mama's bosses brother's." i start to focus on the picture of mama and her cousins candy pop and candy cane.

"And them?" again he points with the eraser. I don't talk, i won't incriminate mama. "Lucy, answer the question." i again dont answer.

"Doctor your session is over." i don't move until a man in white comes back to escort me back to my room.

"Be good brat." i'm shoved into my room and it takes everything in myself to not run back at him and strangle him with my shirt. I don't want to be sent to solitary confinement or worse sedated.

I turn to face him a hand fisted at the top of my shirt with tears in my eyes. "Arnt i always good?" my voice is small and soft, my pig tails helping to give me the small helpless little girl aperians.

His face is a light pink. "Sh-shut up." he leaves and closes the door the lock auto engaging. Ya, i'm one of those patients.

Letting out a demented giggle i went over to my bolted to the floor desk and using my craft supplies i start to make a red and black husky with a demented smile and googly eyes, i made a cat with similar smile.

"Is that supposed to be me?" i jump and look up at the window, to see janes cat.

With a gasp i jump up with a large smile. "Griny!" he jumps from the window to the desk in one graceful leap. "When did you get here?"

"Lucy, meal time kiddo." i freeze as the lock on my door unlocks. Before the door opens Griny darts under my bed. Keren enters my room with a tray of food. She sets the food on the desk and sees the cat and dog creations. "Aww, how cute. Just make sure to turn off your hot glue before lights out, ok?"

I nod and she leaves, auto lock engaging. "Well, that was interesting." griny creeps out from under my bed."

I look at the tray. A peanut butter and jelly sandwich a carton of milk those weird fish shaped crackers and a cookie. "Ya shes nice, odd but nice. How is everyone?"