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♡ Fifteen

What could he possibly have to confess to me?
"Yeah?"
Your heart started racing. You had an idea of what he was going to say. Then again.. you overthink every little thing.
"I broke Yoongis bathroom mirror. So I replaced it with my own.
"..." see what I mean by overthink?
Your heart sank. You felt sick. Over nothing.
"That's okay. We'll go buy another.
"But the store closes in like 25 minutes and we need a car.
"Better run then" you smirked and held your hand out for him. When he took it you shot out of the door with him.

You were halfway to the store when your leg started to throb. Your dressing had gotten lost somewhere while you ran but you didn't care.
"Y/N? Are you ok?" Namjoon placed a hand on your shoulder.
"My legs hurting again~" you pout and he smiled, scooping you into a bridal carry he carried you the rest of the way.

"What a gentleman." You patted his chest and hopped down into the store.
Intercom; Store closing in 9 minutes.
Dang. Let's find the bathroom section.
You slid down every isle, Namjoon panting behind you.
"Bingo!" You cup your mouth.
"Too loud!" Namjoon whispered
"Bingo..." you whisper and point to the mirror.
"That's the one Yoongi has! Literally 3 dollars. Cheap hoe." You spat and Namjoon laughed.
"Guess it has to be cheap since you break everything.
You looked at him expecting him to laugh. He didn't.
"Hm. Yeah huh" was all he said as he took the mirror to the checkout and walked out of the door.
You didn't talk on the way home. You tried running to see if he ran too, but he just slowed down more.
You really should think before you act, Y/N.

Time skip.

"Oh. You're all back." Namjoon was surprised to see Lia and the 3 boys in his living-room."
"How was the rabbit~" you tease Lia.
"Yeah. It was g r e a t." She rolled her eyes and Tae smiled brightly.

Namjoon went into his bathroom. And replaced the mirror. Not actually breaking it. But he didn't come out. Your remark really hit him.

"Y/N, where are you going?" Hoseok asked you.

"To see if Namjoon is okay." You carry on walking into his room.
He was just lay there playing with the B&Q bag.

"Namjoon." You began. Sitting on his bed.
"I am sorry. About what I said. You do know I love your clumsiness. Like I said—"

"It keeps you occupied. I know." Namjoon spoke, sitting up and staring into your eyes.

"Yes." A smile grew on your face. But this one wasn't contagious.

He sighed. "Am I a pain? Do I annoy you?"

Your heart raced yet again. Heart thumping rapidly. You didn't know what to say. He wasn't. But he was going to make it seem like he was.

"Of course not. Why would you think that?"

"Because. I'm a sad lump. I drag you down." He replied. You scooted closer to him.

"Everybody has their emotional times. Some more than others."

He looked up at you.

"You having your little strops gives me something to do. Other than math. I like helping you, Namjoon. Or I wouldn't be here. With you now." You stop yourself before you say something you'd regret.

"I know I say this a lot. But I don't deserve you. You're too pure for this earth. And look what I did to you." He pointed to your blistered leg.

"First of all. I did that to myself. Don't blame yourself for that cause it wasn't you. Secondly. I have my emotional times. Just quietly."

"I know it wasn't me. But I can't help but feel like I've failed. I've not kept you safe."

"You don't have to keep me safe. It's not your job."

"But you occupy me."

Heart rate: 72 bpm.

"How so?"

"In everything you do. Your energetic little self. I have to keep up with you. Making sure you're okay and healthy. Just you in general. I like being there for you."
He came closer. Almost closing the gap. You daren't move back.

"Well now you know how I feel" you reply. Trying to break the tension.

"I guess there is something to confess."

"What? Did you break Hoseoks toilet seat?" You raise a brow. Immediately regretting it as he stayed serious.

"I've been having these feelings when you're around." He started

"Depression?" You joke.

"No."

He leaned in closer. Looking lustfully at your lips. He licked his own. And closed the gap. His soft lips against yours.
His hand snaked from the mattress up to your neck.
You hesitantly kissed him back. You wanted him too.
Then he pulled away. But you wanted him to stay. Without feeling desperate.

"I love you."

Damn double update damn it's like 11pm but my last chapter did so well and more and more people are reading and voting. Tysm and make sure to sHaRe ::) 🖤 Sixteen soon. tHaNk YoU fOr ThE lOvElY cOmMeNtS 🌟