No Matter what

14

We are in his living room. Just watching TV. "So,what is Dean doing?"he asks me. I stare at him. "You into my brother or something?"I laugh. He gags. "God no. I'm into the other brother. "He winks. "Really?"I ask.

He nods.

I smile. He scoots closer to me. "What do you think your doing?"I ask. "I have no idea what your talking about. Your just assuming things"he smirks.

I chuckle. I just look down at him. "Your really handsome"he randomly says. I smirk. "You to"I say. He starts to lean in.

As we are about to kiss, the door opens. Gabe stands up. I look towards the door. "What did I interrupt?"Castiel asks. I start to blush. I look at Gabe and he is also.

"Well, Sam, Dean says you can go home. Would it like a ride?"he asks me. "You were at my house?"I ask. He nods. "Dean didn't tell you?"he questions.

I just chuckle. "Nah. I can walk. It'll be nice. Thanks for he offer though"I get up to gather my items. I was about to walk out, Gabe of course following me.

"Oh and Sam. I just want you to know that I'm ok with who you are"Castiel says. I freeze. "What?"I ask. Gabe looks at me confused.

"Oh. Dean told me about you being transgender. Know that I'm never to judge someone"he smiles.

My heart beats fast. I start to shake. "What are you talking about Cassie. Sam isn't transgender...........he would've told me"Gabe looks at me. I just stare at him.

He looks heartbroken. "That's why I saw you freak out to the name Samantha"he shakes his head. I feel tears.

"Gabe I......"I stop. "Just go"he points to the door. Than he walks upstairs. "Sam. I didn't know....."Castiel starts. I don't want to hear the rest so I leave.

A while later

I open the front door. My face is tear stained. "Hey Sammy........what the hell happened?"he ran towards me. I just continue to walk past him. "Sam?"he asks. I stop. "I know Castiel came over"I say. He lets out a sigh. "Ok. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Sam I'm gay and I've been trying to find a way to tell you. And since Friday. I've been seeing Cas"he tells me.

I feel more tears. "Gabe knows"I say. He doesn't do anything. "You told him?"he asked. He's scared. "Who told Castiel?"I ask.

"Sam. I'm sorry it just came out. He said he would never tell anyone"he touches my shoulder. I get away from him. "He told me he would never judge me. That's how Gabe found out."I cry.

"He looks so heartbroken. He told me to leave. WHY THE HELL DID YOU TELL HIM?"I scream.

"I'm so sorry Sammy"he says. I say nothing and just walk up to my room. I close my door and throw my stuff. I sit down.

My phone in my pocket beeps.

Charlie-I put my number in your phone.

I just stare at my phone. When the hell did she get my phone?

Charlie-Listen Castiel told me what happened.

I turn my phone off and set it on my dresser. I lay in my bed and look at the ceiling. My heart keeps beating faster. I keep thinking about it. The way he looked at me. I feel more tears.

I put my hands in my face and just cry.