Arnav's Khushi

Part 8

Khushi - how did you...

Arnav - Tumne bhale hi apne daard ko chupaya ho lekin tumhari aanke mujse sub kuch jata deti hai. Jese tumhe mere bina kuch kahe yeh samj liya ke main kiss waqt kya mehsoos kar raha tha vese hi muje pata chal gya ke tum kya mehsoos kar rahi thi. Mein janta hoon ke I am a complicated man but you still figure me out. You figure out that everytime I said something bad about you and your character, it was all a lie. Diwali ki raat jo mein karna chah raha tha aur jo mein mehsoos kar raha tha vo mujse pehle tum samaj gayi. Jab mein ne Lavanya se apni engagement announce kar di us waqt tum roi thi. Lekin us raat tumhari aankhon se jo ansoo bahe vo iss vajah se nahi bahe ke mein ne apni engagement announch kar di aur tumhara dil toda, balki tum mere liye roi thi. Mein kudh apne dil ko nahi pehchan paya lekin tumhare dil ne pehchan liya tha ke mera dil kya chah ta hai, aur tumhe pata chal gya tha ke mere liye hue fesle se mere dil ko chot pahuchne vali hai aur tum iss vajah se roi. Tumhare dil ko pata chal gya ke agar mein apni engegment ke phesle ko shadi tak le ke gya to mera dil bhot buri tarha se toote ga kyon ki mere dil ko sirf tum hi chahiye thi. Tum us waqt bhi mujhe mujse jyada pehchan gyi thi tabhi to mere kai baar bina kuch soche ki hui harqate, ya phir tumhe gusse me ake esi kadvi baate sunayi ho jis se tumhara dil toote, tab bhi tum mujhe kabhi chodke nahi gayi. Hamesha mein shochta tha ke ab Khushi vapas nahi aayengi kyo ki mein ne jo kiya use vo hurt hui hai lekin tum hamesh vapas ayi naa... (Even if you hide your pain but your eyes tells everyting. Like how you understood me without me saying anything, the same way I understood you and your feelings. I know that I am a complicated man but still figure me out. You figure out that everytime I said something bad about you and your character, it was all a lie. On the night of Diwali, what I wanted to do and what I was feeling, you understood that before me. When I announce my engagement with Lavanya, you cried. But the tears that came out of your eyes were not because I announce my engagement or broke your heart but those tears were for me. I couldn't understand what my heart wanted but your heart knew what my heart wanted. And you understood that the decision I took was going to hurt my heart that's why you cry that night. Your heart figure it out that if I took my decision from engagement to marriage than my heart is going to break brutally because my heart only always wanted you. You understood me better than I understood, that's the reason why whenever I did something bad or said something bitter, you still didn't left me. I always used to think that now Khushi is not going to come back because I hurt her but you came back....)

Khushi (with tears) - haan kyon ki hum hamre raksaas ko apni kudh ki kushiyo se dur thodi na jane dete. Bhale unhe apni khushiyo ki parvah na ho lekin mujhe to hai. Hum jante hai ki jab bhi aap ne kuch hurt karne vali baate ki ya kuch esi harqate ki jis se hume chot pohche, lekin us waqt bhi jese hi aap ka gussa saant hua to phir aap ne kya kiya. Mera Arnav tab bhi bina yeh deke ke mein thik hoon, vo bhi nahi soya. (she remember how he come to see if she reach home safely or not after saying get out from the car in the middle of the road) Jab tak mere raksaas ko puri tasali nahi hoi tab tak vo bhi bechain rahe (she remember him trying to say sorry). Hum jante the ki jis din unhe yeh ehsaas hoga ke Khushi unke liye kya hai to vo bohot dukhi honge. Apne aap ko maaf nahi kar payenge yeh soach ke ki past main unho me apni Khushi ke saath kese bartav kiya. Vo har koshish karenge ke mere dil se vo sari buri yaade aur buri baate nikalke unme naye raang aur nayi yaade barenge. (teasingly) Aur mein itni bhi bevakuf nahi hoon ke the great Arnav Singh Raizaada se pamper hone ka moqua gavadu. (Yes, because I didn't want my Devil to lose his happiness. Even if he cares for his happiness or not but I do. I knew that whenever you said or did something that hurt me, when you anger subsided what did you do? My Arnav made sure that I was safe and until then he didn't sleep. Till he was sure that I was surly fine, he was restless too. I knew that whenever he realize what Khushi ment for him, he is going to be sad. He wouldn't be able to forgive himself thinking how he hurt and behave with his Khushi. He is going to do everything in his power to erase bad memory and bad words and fill it with new colors and memories. And I am not fool to let go of such a opportunity where The Great Arnav Singh Raizada is going to pamper me.)