Arnav's Khushi

Part 12

Sorry for very late update, but life has been busy, and after loss of family member it's been hard especially to make sure my grandmother is alright....

Here is the update, I know it's short

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Arnav suddenly remember's doctor's word and tears start falling down from his eyes....

Chote.....

Arnav bitwa......

Nanav......

Mami, Anjali and NK rushes to him

Mami - Arnav bitwa yeh kya aap ki aankhon mein aansoo? (What's this Arnav, your eyes has tears)

Anjali - Chote bato hame tum iss tarah se kyun ro rahe ho. (tell me why are you crying)

NK - Nanav please tell us we can help you.

Arnav suddenly hugs Mami

Arnav - Mami please meri Khushi ko bacha lijiye, mein uske bina nahi reh sakta please.....

He moves to Anjali's lab and starts crying....

Anjali caresses his hair and says "Chote yeh kya aap iss tarah..." (Chote you like this...)

Arnav - Di mom ko khone ka gam seh liya lekin agar Khushi mujse door hui to main marjaunga... please aap kuch kijiye Di.... Kuch bhi.....

Arnav completely breaks down with thought of losing Khushi

Everyone has tears due to seeing Arnav breaking down

Anjali hugs him and says, "Chote shaant ho jao hum koi na koi rasta dhundhlenge" (Chote be quite we will find some way....)

Arnav - Di kaise shant ho jau, (he put his head in her lab again) mom ko bacha nahi paya, aur appko bhi protect nahi kar paya, mein ek loser hoon loser......hamesha mujse hi kyo sab kuch chin liya jata hai... app ki devi maya kyon hamesha mere sath hi esa kyon karti hai, mom ke death ke baad meine kabhi apne liye kuch nahi chaha. Sirf app, Nani, Mami, Mamaji, Akaash, Nk aur apni family li ki kushi chahi aur usi ke liye din raat ek karke yeh AR banaya socha tha ki ab naa to Mami ko kabhi apni jewelry kabhi bechni padegi, naa app ko apne pairo ka dard chupana padega, na Nani ko apni beti ka dhukh cupake daal bane khada hona padega, na Mamaji par hum sab ki chinta ka bhoj deh na padega, aur nahi Akaash aur NK ko apni har chiz share karni hogi. Sub ko jo chahiye woh sab milenga, kisi ko bhi apni khushiyoo ko nazarandaj karke zindagi ka sangarsh karna pade ga. Ab itne saalo ka sangarsh katam ho ke, apne past me hui har dukh ko piche chodake sab log kushi se jiyenge, aur ab apni family ke sath koi aur nainsafi nahi hone doonga. Jab Lakhnow ka hamara ghar karida to laga ab mein ne hamare parivar ke sath hui nainsafi ka badla le liya, lekin phir bhi mujhe shanti nahi mili aur phir usi fashion show mein Khushi meri baho mein giri, jese hi mein ne uski aakho ko dekha to ek dum dil ko thandak mil gayi. Lucknow se Delhi ke mere aur Khushi ke safar mein, mein hamesha apni feeling ko dabata raha ta ki koi iss ka fayida na utha sake. Jab finally mein ne apni feelings to except kiya to apki devi maiya ne mujse meri Khushi ko hamse door karne ke liye usko esi bimari de di, phir se unho ne mere haath to khali karne ke liye yeh khel kela..... (Di how can I be quiet.  I couldn't be able to save mom, and now I couldn't be able to protect you as well.  I am a loser....Why does everything gets taken away from me......Why does your God does this to me alone.  After mom's death, I never wanted anything for my self.  I only wanted our family to happy and for that I work day and night and made AR.  I thought that now Mami don't have to sell her jewelry,  you don't have to hide your leg pain, Nani doesn't have to hide her mourning for her daughter and become shield for family, Mamji doesn't have to worry about all of us happiness, and Akaash and NK doesn't have to share anything with anyone else.  Everyone will get what they want, no one have to sacrifice their happiness and work hard to get something.  Everyone will move on from the past and will be able to live happily.  When I bought our house in Lakhnow, I thought I took revenge of what happen with us in past but I still didn't feel peaceful after wards. When in the fashion show, Khushi fell in my arm, I finally felt peaceful.  Mine and Khushi's journey from Lakhnow to Delhi, I try to suppress my feeling and try to hide it so no one can take advantage of it.   Finally when I accepted my feelings, your God gave this illness to Khushi.  Again god played and kept my hand empty...)

Arnav cry harder while Anjali try to console him...

Mami and NK also have tears in their eyes

Everyone have one thing in their mind...what will happen if something happens to Khushi...

Khushi suddenly screams "Arnavvvvvvvv"