Arnav's Khushi

Part 15

I just wanted to say that sorry for taking long time but my motivation to write the story was down and I was in numb phase.  I am starting to come out so I hope you like this update. I added English translation as well. 

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Part 15

Khushi says, "Aur agar aap mere mooh se suna chahte hai to phi thik hai... lekin pehle aapko mujhe ek sawal ka jawab dena padenga... pooch sakte hai...." (If you want to listen from my mouth than ok but before that you have to give an answer to a question...so can I ask..)

"Khushi iss meain tumhe parmision lene ki koi zaruta nahi hai... Tum janti ho na ki tum mujse kuch bhi pooch sakti ho... kabhi bhi kisi bi waqt...main janta hoon ke jabse hum mile hai siway tumhari insults aur tumse jagde ke alava main ne kuch aur nahi kiya hai... jab bi hum mile tub tub maine tumhare feeling ko kisi na kisi vajase hurt kiya hai...problems meri hoti thi but you had to burnt for it...kabhi mein tumhare halat ko samj ne ki kosis bhi nahi ki... kabhi maine yeh nahi socha ke when you were going through it how did you felt. Tum jab bhi mujse kuch kehti thi to usko tumhare point of view se samj ne ke bajaye bas mein react kar deta tha...bas main isi baat pe focus tha ke vo mere point of view se sahi nahi hai... aur iss mentality ke vajase kai bar mein ne tumhe panish kiya... aur isi vajase kabhi tum ne mere saath apne problems share nahi ki....lekin mein iss to badal na chahta hoon..taki aaj ke baad tum mujse apni choti se choti baat share karo...tumhe koi bhi problem ho to sabse phele mujse kaho...kabhi bhi tum kisi bhi vajase disspoint ho to tum mujse kaho....tuhari koi bhi kwaise ho vo tum sabse phele mujse share karo...taki main tumhari problems and disspointment ko dur kar saku...aur tumhari kwaisho ko pura kar saku...aaj ke baad tum mujse bina kisi...um tum kya keh ti ho woh...haan bina kisi sankoch se keh sako... to pucho..kya puchna hai" Arnav said while cupping her cheeks (Khushi why do you even have to ask my permission..you know that you can ask me anything...anytime and anywhere....I know that since we met I have done nothing but fight with you and insulted you...whenever we met I have hurt your feelings for any reasons...I used you have problem but you had to burnt for it...I never try to understand your situation....I never thought how would you have felt. Whenever you said something instead of understanding form your point of view I just used to reacted..I only used to focus form my point of view..because of this mentality I used you punish you...and because of these reason you never share your problems with me...but I want to change it.. so that you share your smallest problem with me first.. if you get disappoint with anything than you can come and tell me first...also you can tell all your wishes to me first so that I can remove reason for your disappointment and any problems you have and also fulfill all you wishes.  Also you can tell me anything and everything without any hesitation.. so ask whatever you wanted to ask?)

"Arnav aap ko lagta hai ke meine aap se apni problems share nahi ki kyon ki aap hamesha mere saath jagate the aur mujhe hamesha insults kar te the...aur aap ko lagta hai ke aap bure aur mujko and mere halat ko nahi samj te hai, aur aap deserve nahi karte iss liye maine aap se kuch bhi share nahi ki hai right..." (Arnav you think that I didn't tell you my problems because you always used to fight and insult me...and you think that because you are bed and don't understand my situation and that you don't deserve to know that's why I didn't share right....)

Arnav nods at her

"Arnav aap galat samjhte hai...iss puri duniya mein aap ke alava aur koi bhi diserving nahi hai mere liye aur mujse judi har baat ko jane ke liye...ek aap hi to hai jine mere bataye bina hi yeh pata chaljata hai ki mein kisi problem mein hoon ya phir mein kisi baat ko lekar pareshan hoon...(khushi cups his cheeks) aap bhale hi humse jagada karte the ya meri insult kar te the...lekin woh sirf us ek lamhe ke liye hoti thi...jese hi aap ka gussa kam hota tha to sabse pehle aap ko meri chinta hoti thi...aur phir aap ko bura lagta tha ki aap ne mujse esi vesi baat ki aur meri insult ki jo aapko nahi karni chahiye thi.." (You misunderstood Arnav....in this whole world, only you are the one who deserve me and to know anything related to me...without telling you, you are the one who used to know that I am in some trouble or that I am upset with something...even though you used to fight with me but as soon as your anger went down, you are the one who used to get worried about me... and than you used to felt bed that you insulted me without any reason....)