Arnav's Khushi

Part 14

Thank you for your supports so far and I hope you understand that when life gets in way their is nothing I can do..... So much stuff going on.  Final exam, death in family, as well as new baby... this is some of the things happen hope you guys understand.  Very sorry for extremely late update. Form now on this story will be on slow updates.... Sorry for short part.

"KYA......" said Anjali, NK and Mami (WHAT..)

"KHUSHI..........." said Arnav

Khushi stops blabbing and realized what she said

She gasps and put both hands on mouth making three perfect "O" expression.

"AAP SAB yaha pe...." Khushi than looks at Arnav hopping that they didn't hear what she said (You guys are here.....)

"Khushiji yeh aap kya keh rahi hai, chote ne aap se zabardasti shadi ki...." Anjali ask glaring at Arnav  (What are you saying Khushiji, did Chote married you forcefully...)

"Anjaliji...vo....vo" Khushi saw how anjali was staring at Arnav and how Arnav lower his heads

"Arnav kya yeh sach hai" (Arnav is this true)

Everyone in the room noticed how Anjali call him Arnav and not Chote. They never hear Anjali calling Arnav by his name so it surprised them. Even Arnav is socked.

"Haan Di yeh sach hai"  (Yes, this is true)

As soon as Arnav said yes, he received slap form Anjali

"Kya yahi sikhaya hai hum ne tumhe.. Ke tum kisi ke saath zabardasti karo... Haan... Tumhe pata hai ki ek ladaki ke liye saadi kya hoti hai...Bachpan se hi vo yeh kwab bunti hai ke uski saadi kesi hogi aur kise insan ke saath hoti...vo to yeh tak sochke rakhati hai ki vo kis rasam me kya pehnegi aur kese vo taiyaar hogi sub kuch soch ke rakhti hai...tumhe andaza bhi nahi hai ke ek ladki ke liye ese zabardasti saadi karne pe kya biti hai... aur Kushiji ke saat to use bhi kahi zyada hua... pehle unka sapna toota saadi ka...upar se hum sub ne ungli uthayi unpar...unse saare riste chinliye gaye tumhari yeh zabardasti ki saadi ki wajah se.... sub ne unhe akela chod diya...unhe saare parivar valo ke samne kaha kar ke tum bhi vaha se chale gaye the... sub ne kya kuch nahi kaha..." Anjali shake Arnav and said.. "Unki buaji ne unhe ganda koon kaha...unke mare huve Maa aur Papa pe ungli uthi... Unke itne saalo meain diye huve pyaar pe ungli uthi...unhone Khushiji se saare riste tod diye.....unhe phir se Anath kaha gya...yahi nahi balki humne unhe kya kuch nahi kaha....." Anjali cryingly said "Yeh kya kiya tumne....kyon jaldbaji mein esa kadam uthaya tumne... kyon chote..."  

(Is this what I teach you... that you force someone... Do you know what marriage hold for a girl.... form her young age she starts dreaming about it.... she thinks about everything to what kind of man she wants to what kind of clothes she's going to wear in each rituals... Do you even know what a girl goes though when they force to married...  And what Khushi ji went trough is even worst than that...  First her dream broke.... than all of use pointed at her... all her relations got broken due to your forced marriage... everyone left her alone.. you left her alone while making her stand in-front for whole family....  what didn't they said to her...  her aunt called her bad blood.... her dead mother and father both got pointed at....  all these year's of given love that she given got questioned... her aunt broke all relations with her..... she become orphan again.... not only this I also said many things to her...  what did you do.... why did you took this step in your hastiness......)

Everyone was remembering that night but Arnav was shocked as he didn't know what their family member did with Khushi. Arnav realized how much Kushi had to suffer due to their marriage. He regrets not being their with Khushi.

"Khushi...I...I'm sorry...tum janti hona mera irada esa nahi tha.....mein tumse tumhare riste nahi china chahta tha... Mein esa sapne bhi nahi soch sakta.... I am so so so sorry ke mein tumhare saath nahi tha jab yeh sab hua.... Tum janti ho na ke tum mere liye kya ho... mein tumhare saath esa kabhi nahi kar sakta... Please ...(crying) please... yeh kehdo ke tumhe yakin hai ke main esa nahi kara sakta tumhare saat.... please kehdo ke tum.... tum mujhe samaj ti ho ki mein ne esa kyon kiya... keh do ke tumhe yakin hai ke maine tumhe janbuch ke hurt nahi kiya.... keh do ke tum apne Arnav ko janti ho ke vo esha nahi kar sakta tumare saath.... keh do ke Arnav tumhe tod nahi sakta ... kyon ki agar Khusi tootegi to Arnav bhi bikhar jaye ga uske saat... Mar jaunga agar meri wajase tum tooti.... Mar Jaunga agar meri vajase tumhe Anath ho na pada too..... Please keh do ke tumhe yakin hai..... Mar jaunga Khushi..... please keh do ek baar.....(but Khushi is lost in her thoughts) TUM KUCH BOLTI KYON NAHI......" Arnav shout at Khushi while trying to take her out of her thoughts. 

(Khushi.... I.. I'm sorry... you know that my intention was not this.... I didn't want to take away your relations... I can't even thing that in my dreams.... I am so so so sorry that I left you alone when all these happens with you.... you know what you meat to me..  I can't do that to you.... please.... please... tell me that you trust me not to do this with you... please tell me... me that you understand why I did this... tell me that you trust me not to do this knowingly.....  tell me that you know that your Arnav can't do this with you... tell that Arnav can't break you.... because if Khushi broke than Arnav will be disintegrate with you.... I will die if you broke because of me...  I will die if you become orphan due to me.... please tell me that you trust me... I will die Khushi.... please tell me once.... why aren't you saying anything..)

Khushi looks at Arnav and hugs him tightly...

Arnav gets worried seeing that she has not said anything.

Arnav breaks hugs and said, "Khushi...kya hua tum kuch bol kyon nahi rahi...." (Khushi... what happen why aren't you saying anything....)

But Arnav still didn't get a response. Khushi keep staring in Arnav's eyes, trying to find something but don't know what.

Here Arnav want to clarify with Khushi that it was not his intention for her to be called as bad blood as well as her being tag as orphan.

"Khushi tum ne javab nahi diya... Kya tum bhi Di ki tarah mujhe zimedar manti ho tumhare saath jo huva uske liya" Arnav ask while loan tear drops down on his cheeks.  (Khushi you didn't answer me.... do you also hold me responsible of what happen with you like my sister)

What his shouting couldn't do, is what single tear got it done, which is to bring Khushi back from her thoughts.

Khushi whips his tears and hugs him "Ssss.... Chup ho jaiye Arnav.... ek dum chup....." trying calm Arnav's agitation down. (Ssss.... be quiet Arnav.... stop......)

"Khushi kya tum bhi yahi......." before Arnav could finish his queastion Khushi put finger on his lips. ( Khushi do you...)

"Aap ke sawal ka jawab to aap ko meri akho main hi miljana chahiye Arnav. Dhyan se dekiye meri aako mein, vahi se aap ko apke saare sawalo ke jawab mil jayenge. Apko to pata hai ke meri aake apse kuch bhi nahi chupa sakti to phir aap ko yeh sawal karne ki zarurat kyon padi..." Khushi asks Arnav, but seeing Arnav still stuck in his guilt of unintentionally hurting her, Khushi says, "Aur agar aap mere mooh se suna chahte hai to phi thik hai...  

(Your every questions's answer lies in my eyes.  Look carefully in my eyes, you will find all the answers.  You know that my eyes can't hide anything from you than why did you have to ask this question... but if you want to hear it from my mouth than ok....)

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What would be Khushi's answer?