Arnav's Khushi

Part 16

"Janta hoon lekin......" (I know but..)

"Lekin vekin kuch nahi aap ko humse promise karna hoga ke aap kamse kam humse apni problems ko share karenge... sirf aap hi akele sara bojh nahi uthayenge... jo bhi karenge hum do no saath milke karenge... wada kijiye humse..." (No if or but you must promise me that at least with me you will share your problems... You only will not bear the burden of it alone... whatever it will be we will share it together. Promise me that...)

Arnav places his hand in Khushi's and says "Wada lekin tumhe bhi yeh wada karna hoga ke tumbhi mujse kuch bhi nahi chipaogi.... jo kuch bhi hai yah phir tha woh sab mujse share karogi.... chahe vo mujhe dukh de yah khushi lekin tumse judi har baat ko tum  kuch bhi chupaye kahogi... kyon ki tumse judi har baat jaane ka pura haq hai... bolo wada..." (promise but you also have to promise me that you will not hide anything from me...whatever it is you will share everything with me.. regardless it may hurt me or make me happy but you will say everything related to you to me... because it's my right to know everything related to you....say promise?)

"Thik hai main sab kuch bataungi lekin aap se judi har baat ko jaane ka adhikar to hume bhi hai na to phir aap bhi mujhe sab kuch batayenge... deal..." (Ok I will tell you everything but I have the right to know everything related to you as well right so you will also tell me everything... Deal..)

Arnav chuckles and says, "deal.."

"Acha vo sab hum baad me discuss karenge lekin phele app mujhe yeh bataiye ke kya aap ne kabhi bhi hamara shaat chodne ke bare main kabhi socha... Kya aapke zehen main kabhi yeh kayal aaya ke mein Khushi ka saath chood doon....." (Ok we will discuss this later but first you tell me did you ever think of leaving me...did it ever occur to you that you should leave Khushi in the middle...)

Arnav got socked with the question, "Khushi yeh kya bakwash kar rahi ho.... mein kyon esa sochuga.... Tum janti ho ke tum mere liye kya ho, tumhe pata hai na ke agar tum ho toh mein hoon to tumhe chodne ka to sawal hi nahi uthata.... tumhe chodne ka matalab hai ki apne aap ko khona..." (Kushi what rubbish are you speaking... why will I ever think like that... you know what you are for me, you know that my existence is due to you only then how can I even think about leaving you... if I left you mean I am losing myself as well...)

"Ssss.... please aisa mat kahiye main to bas aap se puch rahi thi..." (sss... please don't say like this, I was just asking...)

"Lekin kyun.... kyun tumhare dimag main aisa khayal bhi aya.." (But why...why did you ever think of these...)

"Mere dimag main aisa koyi bhi khayal nahi aya mein bas puch rahi thi taki aap ke sawalo ka jawab de saku... aap me pucha na ke kya main bhi yahi manti hoon ke aap ki wajah se main phir se anath ho gayi aur mere saare riste toote ... to bas un sawalo ke jawab dene ke liye hi main ne aap se esa swal kiya." (My brain didn't have any thoughts like this, I was just asking so I can answer your question.... you only ask me that did I ever think that whatever happens and me being orphan again is due to you or not... and if I lost all my relations as well... just to answer this question is why I ask you that...)

"Main kuch samaja nahi please Khushi clearly kaho ... mujse ab yeh suspense saha nahi jata" (I don't understand anything what you just said... say it clearly... I don't like suspense anymore...)

"Arnav jab apke dimag me mujhe chodne ke kayal bhi nahi aya to fir app esa soch bhi kese sakte hai ki main aap ko mere sath hua uske liye aap ko zimedar manu gi. Acha ab ek aur sawal ka jawab dijiya?" (Arnav, if you never got thought that you want to leave me than how can you think that I will be blaming you for whatever happened with me. And I would like to ask you one more question?)