Arnav's Khushi

Part 6

Arnav was with Khushi throughout MRI and till Khushi was given anesthesia.

Arnav was pacing from left to right outside of biopsy room when doctor came out.

Doctor - Mr. Raizada the procedure went good. Mrs. Raizada is still under anesthesia and it will take about hour for her to wake up. I will call you once I have the results. We can then decide what's best route of Mrs. Raizada's treatment.

Arnav - Thank you doctor, I can go to her room right

Doctor - of course you can once they move her to regular ward, just take care she might be little disoriented when she wakes up

Arnav - thank you once again and I will keep that in mind

Word boy brought Khushi to her ward. Arnav enter and set beside her bed holding her hand in his.

Arnav was looking her sleeping and start talking to himself, "Please Khushi's Devi Maya, ise thik kardijiye, aap to janti hai na yeh kesi hai. Aaj tak sirf doosro ke bareme sochti ayi hai, kabhi aapne bare mein kuch manga hi nahi. Aaj tak apne bauji, buaji, amma aur jiji ko taklif na ho iss liye mere diye hue har injustice to bardast karti gayi yaha tak apni jaan ke parva tak nahi ki (he remember what happend when he made her do in parking and what happend when he send her to the guest house). Mein janta hoon ke mein bohot bura hoon and mein aap per viswas nahi karta lekin Khushi, vo to aap ko apna best friend manti hai na to aap apni best friend ke saaath esa kese kar sakti hai. Pehle aap ne uske parents itni kam umar main usse chin liye phir use uske amma aur buaji ke tane sune pade aur phir usse muj jese Raksas ke saath ladna pada aur mere office main bhi bohot kuch sehna pada (He know what Lavnya's gang did with her in his office). Aur yeh kum tha to phir mere jijaji ke gande irado ka shikar ho na pada. Itna kya kam tha jo use esi bimari de di. I know I am not good but I still love her. Mein hu bura lekin mein hi hoon jo Khushi ka dard samaj sakata hoon. Aur I promise, jab tak meri saans chalegi tab tak, I will keep happy. Mein usko itni khushi doonga ke vo apne sare gum bul jayengi. Mein use uske naam ki tarah khush rakunga. Hum doono hi hain jo ek dusre ko sabse jyada samj sakte hai to phir hum dono ko kyu alag karna chahi hai. Please aap meri Khushi ko ek aur moka jine ke liye de digiye"  (Please Khushi's god, make her healthy, you know how she is right.  Till now, she only thought about others, never ask anything about herself.  Till now, just because her mom, dad, aunt and sister doesn't have to face problems, she took all injustice done by me, she didn't even worry about her life.  I know that I am bad and I don't believe in you but Khushi, she consider you as her best friend than how can you let this happen to you best friend.  First you took away her parent in her early age, than she had to listen to her aunt and step-mom's taunts. Than she had to fight Raksas (devil) like me and bear lot in my office too.  And if this was not enough, she had to become pray of my sister-in-law's bad intentions. Was this not enough that you also give her this illness as well?  I know I am not good but I still love her.  I am bad but only I know who understands depth of Khushi's hurt.  And I promise that from now till I have my last breath, I will keep her happy.  I will give her so much happiness that she will forget all her sadness. I will keep her happy as her name says it.  We are the only one who can understand each other better than anyone else than why are you separating two of us. Please just give my Khushi one more chance to live her life)

What he didn't know that Khushi has been awake since he started talking bad about himself.

Khushi - (still little disorented) khabardar aaagar aap ne kuuch aur mere Arnav ke baaare mein kahaa to hum aapko maaf nahiii karenge. (don't you dare say anything else about my Arnav otherwise I will not forgive you)

Arnav - (with tears) Khushi, tum, tum thik to ho naa, How are you feeling now. Kahi dard to nahi ho raha na (Khushi, you, you are Ok naa, how are you feeling now.  Are you feeling any pain anywhere)

Khushi - Haa mujhe Dard hoo rahaaa hai, bohoot daard ho rahaa hai (I am in pain, great pain)

Arnav - Kaha dard ho raha hai tum mujhe bato (where is it paining tell me)

Kushi - (takes her hand and put it on her heart) mujhee yahaaa pe daaard hoo raha hai (I am feeling pain in here (heart))

Arnav - Khushi tum paresan mat ho main abhi doctors ko bula ke lata hoon, (don't worry Khushi let me get the doctors)

Arnav try to go get the doctor but Khushi hold his hand and says, "Mere daard ki vajah meriii bimaari naahi balki aap hai" (The reason of my pain is not the illness but you are)

Arnav get socked listening to her.