[ Chapter 39 ]

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*play song*

Y/n's pov.

I'm so stupid, I've stop this and i done it again.

Tears stream down my face as the blood slowly pouring out from my arm.

It's getting worse, the internet is still going. It's been a week and today is the competition.

I've become cold hearted to everyone, some of the students at school are scared of me, i shut people out, drink, smoke. I was thinking of running away, but i don't know when.

Gene is worried about me. Everyone is.

There's multiple scars on both or my arms, i wrap my arms with bandages and wear my F/c sweatshirt. It's a bit annoying with the collar on my ankle, i got one strike.

Dad has the key to open it, if i wanted to shower, but he just put it on my forearm, so it's easy for me.

I exit my bathroom and lay down on my bed.

I took one cigarette out and lit it up, i blew the smoke and sighed.

" Y/n " mom came in.

" not hungry " i sighed and shut my eyes.

" it's been days Y/n, you haven't eat much " she said.

" get out " i said, she sighed and exit.

I took another sip of the smoke and sighed once more. Then my door opened, me not caring who it is just kept my eyes close.

Then the cigarette was removed from my hand.

" that was my last one " i said and turn to get comfortable.

" you can't keep shutting people out Y/n " i open my eyes to see Gene, Sasha and Zenix in the room, i sighed and sit up.

" and what makes you think you can tell me what to do? " i asked.

He took a sip from my cigarettes blow the smoke.

" your not the only one " he said.

" now your telling me? " i asked.

" what if i didn't? " he asked.

" i want to run " i said.

" you can't go anywhere with that thing on you " he pointed on the collar.

" I'm working on it " i said and took out a screw driver i hid.

" your actually doing it? " Sasha asked.

" what do you think I'm doing right now? " i asked, and try to unscrew the screw when i got tazed.

" your not leaving " Max enter and holding the controller.

" and since when you cared? " i asked.

" we always care about each other " he said.

" yeah right " i rolled my eyes, he sighed.

" get out " i said.

And my laptop ringed, i got up and walk over there, i sat down and it's another comment from twitter.

I just scroll down and not reading them, just looking at it.

Then Max close my laptop.

" hands off my stuff " i smack his and open back my laptop.

He shut it and took it, and walk away.

" hey!, bitch give it back! " i shouted, he ignored.

" fuck you Max! " i continued as he shut the door.

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