I Failed You【Gene X Reader】[ Completed ]

[ Chapter 72 ]

*play song*

Y/n's pov.

We exit for the end of the day.

" Y/n " i heard Jay's voice.

He grab my wrist but i yank my hand away and turn to him, looking down.

" go away " i said and back up.

I saw a glance of Chloe and Max there.

" we're- "

" i don't wanna hear it anymore, if your here to toture me why can't you stop and stay away from me, i had enough and suffered a lot already for the past few months, this year is already the worst year for me, go away " i said and turn, walking away, not letting them have a chance to talk.

Jenna arrived and i hop in, it was silent on the way home, we arrived home and i enter, i saw Luis eating chips, i steal a piece and ran upstairs.

" hey! " he exclaimed.

I enter my room and put my bag down. I took a shower and change. I lie down on my bed while waiting for dinner. Jenna entered.

" you okay? " she asked, i nodded, she close the door and sat next to me.

" what am i saying Jenna, of course not, getting kicked out of houses twice, making people hate me, guess i don't really deserve to be here, I'd rather commit suicide tonight and die " i said.

" don't say that " she said.

" why do you care?, we're not even in the same blood " i said.

" we maybe not in the same blood but at least I'm going to be the part of the family, if you father purpose " she said, i look at her with a 'really' look plastered on my face.

" quote 'going' and 'if' " i quoted.

" don't let anxiety be in you Y/n " she said.

" it's not anxiety, it's just Atelophobia i think, but it can't be " i said.

(Atelophobia is the fear of imperfections, the fear of not being good enough)

" your perfect on who you are, and your are good at everything, you can sing, play the guitar, piano etc, why would you think that? " she asked.

" my mind is already fucked up, what else can i say? " i asked.

" it might be fucked up, but your not crazy aren't you? " she asked.

" not helping at all " i said.

" uh. . .how about this, you, Connor and Luis hangout tomorrow if you want " she said.

" noooo " i whined, she chuckled.

" i gotta make dinner " she said and got up.

" hey Jenna " i called.

" yes? " she turned.

" thank you for understanding " i said, she smiled and exit.

Now with that out what can i do?, maybe i can do anything while waiting, my phone and laptop is dead. Destroy the table?, maybe that'll help my stress?, well let's try that theory.

I grab my scissor and started scratch my desk also writing words with it.

Connor's pov.

We're downstairs except Y/n, she's upstairs in her room. We started to hear scratching from upstairs.

" Connor, can you check what she's doing " mom said, i nodded and went upstairs to her room.

I slowly open the door, i look through the cracks and see her on the table, with a scissor in her hand, writing something on the table.

It's seems she didn't heard me cause she didn't saw me came in and standing right behind her. I read everything she written on her desk.

Die

No use

Kill yourself

Hang yourself

Suicide

Jump of the roof

Drown

Burn

Cut

Bleed

Overdose

Stab yourself

Waste of space

Don't deserve a life

Give up

I grab the scissor from her hand.

" what the hell are you doing? " i asked.

" I'm letting everything out okay " she said.

" it's not the answer " i said and put down the scissor.

" i know " she said.

" dinner's ready " i said, she nodded and went downstairs.

~ Time Skip ~

Raven's pov.

We got all the ingredients and i put the potion in a small bottle.

" this better work " Ein said.

" it will work " i said.

" how are you going to give it to him? " Ryder asked.

" just like how i put the potion on Max and Chloe " i said.

" knock him out and pour it in his mouth? " Jax asked.

" something like that " i smirked.

" Y/n and Gene broke up " Jay entered.

" they did? " i asked, he nodded.

" perfect " i smirked.

" i don't like that look " Ein said.

" I'll confess to him tomorrow, but if he rejects, I'll just throw it at him " i said.

" and after that, you give us our money? " Ryder asked.

" no, after i kill Y/n " i said.

" for irene sake, we've bewn doing this for almost a year, why can't you just kill her already!? " Ein asked.

" if you wanted to go to jail then go ahead and expose yourself and be humiliated to the world " i said, he growled and stand down.

" Gene's going to the mall tonight, alone, why don't you just do it tonight and end there " Jay said.

" we'll see "

Raven, your in such big trouble,
Fight me gurl (๑و•̀ω•́)و

Enjoy the chap?, Hope you do.

Bye!

ฅ'ω'ฅ

~ Mariko