*play song*
Y/n's pov.
" guys seriously, what's going on? " i asked.
They lock me outside the room, and for no reason, they wanted me to sleep in the couch.
" go away Y/n " i heard Gene's voice.
I flinched at his tone, angry, mad, upset, (i think they all have the same meaning).
" fine! " i kicked the door, making a loud noise.
I went downstairs and just sat in the kitchen, i grab the cup of coffee and wash it. As i rinse it in the water, i wipe it with a dry towel. I put it back in the cabinet and sat in the living room on the couch.
I got nothing to do. I wanna call someone, but my phone died a minutes ago. I sighed and hug my legs. Crying quietly.
" what did i do? " i asked myself and cried more.
After a few minutes, i stopped crying and wipe my tears with Gene's sweatshirt. I took off the hairband and let my hair down.
Maria and Dante aren't going to be home until 10. Great, just great.
I got nothing else to do other than sleeping. It's 9 in the morning and I'm already tired.
I lie on the couch and shut my eye, i feel myself slowly dozing off to sleep.
~ Time Skip ~
I woke up in the middle of the night, i look up the ceiling to see the clock, and it said 1:21 am.
Everyone should be asleep. I went upstairs to Gene's room. I slowly turn the knob.
It's unlocked.
I open the door to see all of them asleep. The curtain was still open and the floor was dirty with empty bags of chips on the floor. Sasha and Zenix are sleeping on the bean bag with the laptop on. And Gene peacefully on his bed sleeping.
I shut off the laptop and close the curtain. I pick up the empty bags of chips and threw it at the trash. I walk over to Gene's bed to pick up the empty can of poopsi. I turn to see him. His eyes were covered by his bangs.
I reach down to move it away from him but i stop. No, i can't.
He hates me.
" he'll be mad if he knows I'm in here " i whispered to myself and took back my hand.
I threw the can in the trash and switch off the lamp. I grab my laptop and exit the room, shutting the door quietly.
I head downstairs and sat back on the couch. I switch on my laptop to see my wallpaper was different.
It was supposed to be me and Gene, when we were at the mall. Alone, together. But it's not. The screen was black and there's only one word on it.
Player
Is this what it's about?, Ray?, all of this about him, he think i cheated on him?, Ray is just a friend. Tears stream down my face and i cover my mouth, trying my best not to make a sound.
" he's just a friend " i said to myself.
I change the wallpaper immediately into the pic of four of us. At the park. Happy, doing graffiti. I press next picture to see Max and me. At the Marathon, with Ash and Natalie.
" Ash " i said as i trace his face in the picture.
" why did you leave me? " i asked myself again and cry.
I shut my laptop, can i still call Annabelle?, i don't think she's up.
" Christ, are you there? " i called.
" Y/n? " i turn to see her with a worried face.
" Anna " i cried.
She sat beside me and hug me.
" what happened? " she asked.
" he thinks I'm cheating, but I'm not " i said.
" now why would he think that? " she asked.
" i was having a phone call with one of my friends and i think he misheard what i said " i said.
" and did he asked you who he is? " she asked, i shook my head and look down.
" my mother used to sing me a song when I'm sad " she said.
" what song? " i asked.
" you really wanna hear? " she asked, i nodded.
" nah, i can't plus that song was really special to me " she she said.
" how special? " i asked.
" she used to sing it to me when i was 10, the day of my death " she said.
" it's okay Y/n, everything will be alright, maybe you could explain it to him tomorrow if you have the time " she said.
" i don't think he'll listen " i said.
" he'll listen, trust me " she said, i nodded.
" thank you Anna, you really helped me " i said.
" chin up " she said and hug me.
" here " she gave me a bottle of healing water?
" it's for your arm " she said, my eyes went wide.
" don't worry, i know about it years ago " she said.
" Anna! " i heard an echo that sounds like a women calling her.
" that's my mom gotta go " she hugged me.
" watch out in the future Y/n " she whispered in my ear.
We pull apart and she fade away.
Was that a warning for my future?
Bye!
ฅ'ω'ฅ
~ Mariko
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I Failed You【Gene X Reader】[ Completed ]
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