I Failed You【Gene X Reader】[ Completed ]

[ Chapter 52 ]

*don't play song*

Y/n's pov.

Today is the competition.

Which means, i have to sing later tonight, at the festival. Yes you heard me, festival.

They change the location again. We're having this school affair at the festival, yepee me.

Right now, I'm sitting on the floor next to Gene's bed, cause my laptop is finally full battery, thank irene, and I'm using an piano app for my original song I'm going to sing tonight, while Sasha and Zenix are saying that it's not going to be boring, cause i hate crowded places.

" come on Y/n, it's gonna be fun " Sasha said.

" what artist song's are you singing tonight? " Zenix asked.

" well. . . . . " i slowly close my laptop showing them my face and i laughed nervously on what to tell them.

" oh, so kitty decided to write her own songs, aye?~ " Gene asked sarcastically.

" and what are you going to do about it? " i said, intertwining my fingers and lay my chin on the back of my hand as my elbow on my thigh.

" i can do worst " he smirked.

" and what's that?, you gonna take a teddy bear and hug it because of your failure? " i asked and pouted my lips and dramatically frowned.

" poor Gene " i look up at him.

" I'm better than that " he said.

" oh really? " i asked.

" try me " he dared, i smirked.

" Dante stole your game console and i think i heard that Zenix knew about it and kinda never told you cause he used it too along with Sasha for the past five weeks and you never knew " i said in one breath not even taking any breath after i finish my sentence.

" Y/n your not supposed to say that " Sasha said.

I turn to them and smirked.

" Zenix this is for making me feel that i don't belong here and Sasha, this is for the kiss " i smiled innocently.

" Y/n I'm in crutches! " Zenix exclaimed.

" ask your girlfriend to carry you " i said.

Gene is completely red, Zenix and Sasha probably already shit their pants.

" run " Gene growled

3. . .

Zenix jumped on Sasha and she carried him

2. . .

Sasha ran outside.

1. . .

And in one second the room is empty except me in it alone, and silent.

" finally i can have some peace " i said and open back my laptop.

~ Time Skip ~

This is it, I'm sitting on the chair behind stage, slightly nervous.

" good luck " i look up to see Max, i rolled my eyes and look away.

" i don't need one " i replied coldly.

" hope you'll win " he said.

" I'm not here to win, I'm here just to have a fun " i said, he sighed.

" I'm sorry " he said.

" you know it " i said and he sighed once more before he walked away.

I took my my castrate, and the cast. I'm stretching my arm so i don't get any pain triggers on it and hoping i don't mess up, cause i am going to play the piano.

" you really think you can sing without the cast " Gene came, i nodded.

He grab my arm and help me stretch it, I'm sooooooooooooooooo blushing right now.

Fuuuuck why do i always get this feelings when he touches me!?

" next singer Y/n L/n! " i heard the speaker.

" your up " Sasha said, i nodded and held the mic tightly of the nervous system in my body tensing up.

I took a deep breath and sat on the chair, i put the mic on the stand.

" this is an original and personal " i spoke and started to play the piano.

*play song*

Song : Hey Little Girl
By : Sophiemarie. B

I'm all choked up
I cannot talk
I gotta fucked up brain
Fucked up thoughts
I thought I was ok
But then I guess not
Hope you know that this is your fault
I want you to feel bad when you go to sleep
I hope you're sad when you remember me
And feel bad for all you did to me
I hope you lie there in your misery

Hey little girl
You'll never believe
There's a ghost inside of you
But it's hidden too deep
Hey little girl
You'll never imagine
When you get a little older
You'll get abandoned
Hey little girl
You know smoking kills
You don't really care
'Cause you love how it feels
Hey little girl
You're falling apart
You don't really care
'Cause they broke your heart

Fighting for all that I've lost
It's my time to show who's boss
I've waited in the dark too long
I've got this now so just stay strong
Oh you won't believe until I'm up on stage
You make me bleed when you don't get your way
I hope you're scared when you remember me
I hope you lie there in your misery

Hey little girl
You'll never believe
There's a ghost inside of you
But it's hidden too deep
Hey little girl
You'll never imagine
You get a little older
You'll get abandoned
Hey little girl
You know smoking kills
You don't really care
'Cause you love how it feels
Hey little girl
You're falling apart
You don't really care
'Cause they broke your heart

Been in and out of covery
Remember when I could hardly breathe
Sat in front of mirrors
Thinking to myself
Can't get any clearer
What I'm doing to myself
I've been in and out of covery
I remember when I could hardly breathe
I sat in front of mirrors
Thinking to myself
Can't get any clearer
What I'm doing to myself

Hey little girl
You'll never believe
There's a ghost inside of you
But it's hidden too deep
Hey little girl
You'll never imagine
You get a little older
You'll get abandoned
Hey little girl
You know smoking kills
You don't really care
'Cause you love how it feels
Hey little girl
You're falling apart
You don't really care
'Cause they broke your heart

Don't really care cause they broke your heart

Hey little girl
You'll never believe
There's a ghost inside of you
But it's hidden too deep
Hey little girl
You'll never imagine
You get a little older
You'll get abandoned

I stopped and they all gave an applause, i got up and head to the backstage, I place the mic at the table.

" Y/n i- "

" save it Max " i cut him off and started to tear up as i speed walk.

I ended up sitting on a tree, looking up at the sky calming down a bit. Stars shining in the sky, and then the image of dad and Ash was pictured in my mind.

" why did you leave me? "

Bye!

ฅ'ω'ฅ

~ Mariko