You're Friends and You Have Feelings for Him

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"Oh come on, Y/N, so when are you and Harry going to get together?" one of your best friends ask you.

"Katy, how many times do I have to tell you that we're just friends. He's my best friend, I don't have feelings for him like that." You say looking around the shop.

You and Harry had been best friends for a few years now. You had met through a mutual friend, Ed Sheeran, and you two just really hit it off after that. You two had a bit of a flirty friendship, causing everyone to believe that you and Harry were either in a relationship, friends with benefits, or secretly in love with one another and just wouldn't admit. It was none of those things actually, it was just how you two were with each other.

"Sure, you say that but your actions around him tell a different story." She smirks. "You're just in denial."

"I'm not in denial. You're the one in denial." You say. "Anyway, I'm getting hungry, let's get some food.

You and Katy pay for your things before heading to a nearby cafe that you loved. You and Harry would eat there a lot when he was in town. You walk inside, and they seat you two at a table outside.

"So, where is Harry anyway?" Katy asks looking through the menu.

"Well, he was back home for Christmas and a few weeks before that, and now he's on vacation with his family." You say.

"And you weren't invited?" She smirks.

"I've been on like two of his family vacations, it's not that big of a deal. He needs to spend some time with his family." You say.

"Uh huh." She says.

You roll your eyes and order your food when the waiter comes over. You notice Katy looking on her phone when her eyes grow big and wide.

"What?" you ask.

"Um..." She says looking away from you.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" You say confused.

She lets out a sigh before showing you, her phone, where you see tons of pictures with Harry and Kendall on his family vacation.

"Ohh.." You say.

"Yeah. Did he say anything about her being there?" She asks.

"No, but it's not like he has to tell me anything about that." You say.

"Are you okay?" She asks after a bit.

"Yes? Why wouldn't I be? We're just friends. I'm not his girlfriend and he doesn't even see me as one, so I have no right or reason to get or be upset." you say a little more harshly than you should have.

"Okay. I'll drop it." She says and you two go back to enjoy your lunch.

After lunch, you didn't really feel like shopping anymore, so you just went back home. You had no idea why you felt this awful pit in your stomach. You place all of your bags in your living room, pulling out everything that you bought and looking at it. You look over at your phone and take it in your hands. You go straight to twitter and for some reason, go searching for those pictures Katy had shown just a few hours ago. You see even more pictures of the two of them and that pit feeling grows more and more, almost to the point that you were going to feel sick.

You quickly turn off your phone, shaking your head. Why were you feeling like this? Harry has been with other girls before while you two have been friends and you have never had this jealousy feeling before. Maybe it's just because you were invited and felt like he lied about it being a family. Maybe because you felt like this was something he should have told you about. You two tell each other everything. Or what if.. what if Katy's right? What if you do have feelings for him?

There was no way through. You couldn't possibly have feelings for him. Well, you could. Every guy that you have ever dated since meeting Harry, you have low-keyed compared the two. If a guy wasn't anything like Harry, you just knew that it was going to work out. And you two do flirt quite a bit. Crap. You were finally realizing what everyone else has been seeing all along.

You. Have. Feelings. For. Harry. Styles.

A few days later, you haven't really talked to Harry since everything came out, the pictures, the fact that you have feelings for him. You were a bit shocked when you get a text from him. You open it up and read.

"Hey! I'm going back to the UK with Mum, would you like to join us? Mum really wants to see you and so do I." He sends.

At first, you had no idea how to respond. One, it's not like you could just up and fly over to the UK, I mean you could, but it's not like you wanted to come off as something you could do. Two, you were a little surprised that he wanted you to come visit him, which meant that he probably wasn't coming back here for a while. Three, you had no idea how you were going to act after discovering your feelings for him.

You missed him. You missed his family. That wasn't the problem. You really wanted to say yes, but you were also afraid. I can't avoid him forever, you think to yourself. So, you do something that you may or may not regret at a later date.

"Sounds fun! I'll be there as I can." You send. You grab your laptop and search for flights. There was one leaving later tonight that would have you arrive there in the morning. You book it and then go upstairs to pack.

Are you doing the right thing? Should you really be just so willing to fly over to see him as soon as he asks, especially after what has come out over the past few days? Well, even if its the wrong the ting, it's too late because the tickets were paid for and you were on your way to the airport.

You arrive at Anne's house the next day. You felt exhausted. Even though you slept on the plane, it still was a long ass flight and you just wanted a bed. You see Harry walking out the door and over to you.

"Hey." He smiles hugging you tightly. "I've missed you. It's been weeks."

"I know. I've missed you too." You smile hugging him back a bit.

"Here, let me get your bags. You can go on in. I'm sure you want a shower and some rest." He says.

"You know me well, Styles. You know me well." You laugh.

He smirks at you before getting out your bags as you walk inside. You say hello to Anne before going up to your room. Harry brings your bags in, placing them on the floor.

"I'm really glad you're here." He smiles.

"Me too." You yawn. "Oops." You say covering your mouth.

"It's fine. I'll let you get that shower and nap in and I'll see you when you wake up." He smiles.

"Okay." You nod before he leaves the room.

You close the door and walk over to grab your bag. You pick out some of your comfiest clothes and your toiletries before walking into the bathroom. You turn on the water and wait for it to heat up. You look at yourself in the mirror and sigh. That meeting wasn't as awkward as you had thought, but you had a feeling the longer you were here, the more the possibility of awkwardness would happen.

You just hope that this visit wouldn't cause you to lose Harry because of your new found feelings for him comes out.

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