Apparently Bradly felt bad for telling me to kill my self but I don't believe that.
I cried again last night, left my shared room and slept next to the chinchillas.
What did I do wrong? I'm afraid to be happy because something always happens and I just get worse.
Why did they put me next to Brooke? I can't handle being near her. Why am I so emotional? Why can't I get over this stuff?
Why can't students show they care? Why can't I get rid of the dark thoughts? What is my purpose? I am worthless.
I need to find Jenna and tell her what she did to me. She probably won't care at all. I'm scared to tell her, I don't want her to hurt me again.
I suck at everything and everyone knows it. I can't do anything right. No one wants to be my partner or even talk to me. They don't like me. "Tears fall, but why am I crying? After all, I'm not afraid of dying, don't I believe that there never is an end."-Iron Maiden. I notice everything. All I do is fuck things up.
Why does everyone ignore me? Why does everyone abandon me? *Hylian for kill me* Why can't I be like everyone else? When will they listen? "If there's a God, why has he let me go?"-Iron Maiden.
If I don't write much for a few days, I will put them in one part.
