I'm numb. Im stupid. I will never be okay. I don't deserve friends. I know that now.
When I ask a serous question and don't get an answer, I always assume the worst. After all I deserve it don't I?
5/16/18
I'm so numb. I need to feel something. I can't even cry anymore.
5/17/18
I don't care if I live or die anymore. How did I get so numb? I was overwhelmed with emotion three days ago. I NEED TO FEEL SOMETHING!
