What is wrong with me? Why am I sad? There aren't even dark thoughts. I've been sad ever since I got in the car this morning, but why?This is a terrible time to be sad, I have work to do! This is why I'm useless! What have I done to myself?
I can't... I can't do it... I can't concentrate at all... Why haven't they given up on me yet? My grades can't be saved. Just give up already! Let me give up... Don't waste your time on me. I'm not worth it, their grades can be saved, mine can't.
I'm so fucking stupid.
It's no longer the people around me that are distracting me, it's my thoughts. How do I make it stop? I don't think they will ever go away. This will never end. I don't think I can truly be happy again. It always comes back, but gets worse.
What happened to me? I used to be so happy. It's not fair!
The worst part of having anxiety and depression is that you're terrified of asking for help. You want to, but you're afraid of how they react and being judged. It's absolute hell. You don't believe any compliments. You know people care, but you think they don't when the dark thoughts plague your mind.
I guess life isn't for everyone. I'm sorry, you people don't care about me or my problems anyways.
Depression really sucks.
I'm thinking of putting my written Hylian. I will translate it of course.
