I went riding yesterday and almost felt something. I wish I had crashed.
No one likes to be near me.
When can I be happy again? Why can't I feel anything?
I am alone again.
5/23/18
I hate myself so much. I wish I was never born.
I'm so stupid.
I COULD DO SO MUCH MORE!
5/25/18
I beat myself bloody, and no one ever bats an eye. They could have stopped me but they didn't.
5/30/18
No more. No more! NO MORE! No more being pathetic! No one wants to hear it. You DESERVE to silently suffer!
6/4/18
I just wanted to see Nala one last time, is that too much to ask for?
6/7/18
I have a stalker now. I can't write unless she leaves.
