6/21/18

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Exactly one month away from my birthday, and I can already tell it won't be fun.


My teacher brought her dog in for a little bit, she helps lighten the mood.


I can't stop hurting myself. If I do, I will hurt myself later, but it will be worse. Which I'm dealing damage to my hands at the moment. Safety pins are magical.


No one trusts me with sharp objects at all,  so no pencil sharpeners, pins, scissors, and obviously, knives.


I'm being ignored again... Why? What did I do wrong? Does he not like me anymore? I must be too annoying for him.


I'm sorry dad, I know I am a disappointment in your eyes. 

I'm sorry I lock myself in my room all day.

I'm sorry I don't communicate with you guys.

I just don't have the energy or motivation to do stuff.

I'm sorry.


It's been an hour, still nothing. He hates me. I know, I sound very dramatic, but we both keep the app open on our computers. Both of us typically reply as soon as possible, usually within a few minutes.

 


A/N: I'm at school writing this 'cuz I don't have my notebook.

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