First day, so much anxiety.
Why am I sad? What is wrong with me?
9/6/18
The voices won't stop...
9/7/18
I suck at art. Why do I even try?
All compliments feel like lies...
This sucks. I feel like everyone is judging me. I just want to disappear...
Why can't I be trusted with a simple thing like a pencil sharpener?! I have to sharpen my colored pencils somehow!
I wish I could disappear and see how people react.
Maybe it's best that I just give up. What do I even have left to live for? I don't have the cat anymore.
No one cares about me. I'm a burden. I'm so easily forgotten. I'm not needed. No one would miss me. Why would they?
I should just run onto the Highway.
I'm so sorry for not updating. I've had no motivation.
