Aeron wants to kick me to the curb since I find it so hard to get stuff done. He doesn't understand that trying to concentrate requires energy I don't have, making me more depressed, causing me to have less energy. When you're depressed, you have a lot less energy. He doesn't understand that.
I'm sorry Aeron. If I try harder, I won't get anywhere, I'll have less energy. I know, you never cared about me. You probably think I'm never listening, you're wrong, I'm always listening. I can always hear you, so I try to block it out, and even then, I can still hear you.
Hailey, why do you insist on making my life more miserable? Why do you have to be a selfish cunt like Aeron?
I'm so stupid... I'm a failure... I'm sorry...
