My step dad said something hurtful. So I really am just a failure!
6/18/18
I'm starting to think that I'm completely useless.
6/19/18
I'm not allowed to fidget apparently.
OH MY FUCKING GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! They are making this so much harder.
I. Need. Pain.
I'm sorry I failed everyone.
I'm sorry mom, you never wanted this for me. You never wanted to deal with this. I never wanted you to worry about me. I'm so sorry I mark myself like this.
I know I'm a major disappointment and I'm sorry for that.
I'm sorry for everything I've ever done.
