I'm clingy
Like, super clingy.
I stare someone down when someone hugs my friend or calls my friend their best friend because I know they aren't. I also do everything in my power just to be involved. This only amplifies when I have a crush.
I'm like a yandere without the killing. But if I could get away with murder like Yan-Chan I probably would have every girl in my school dead. Except my friends who are also crazy like me. We can all be yandere together!
But being this clingy has consequences. I overreact and try to emerge myself too much with a person a like, and I mean LIKE like, and they start hating me and trying to get away from me, severely hurting my self esteem.
It's like Yunk Gasai seeing Tsubaki kiss Yuki whenever smiley smiles at someone else. The thing is, his smiler is wider when talking to people other than me, so it hurts me. His best friend, I want to call him Leprechaun because he's short, knows I have a crush on him. He keep saying telling me I'm to obvious, to stop, and other things.
It finally started to get through to me. Hes right. I'm clingy. He isn't being mean, Leorechaun is a friend of mine too. I'm fact, I'm being mean by giving him this fake name! Maybe it's best if I lay off of Smiley. He's happier when talking to others anyways.
*sigh* He's so awesome too. Oh well.
Thst just means more time to focus on my writing, right?
~Eva
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The Pandemonuim that is Evangeline Hisahoshi
RandomLiteral Randomness and me as an author reaching out to my followers and readers. This is where I spitball crap and think of ideas as well as talk to my friends, fans, and favorite authors if they notice me. NOTICE ME SENPAI!!! Also a lot of ranting...
