No Filter (Book 1 & Completed)

Chapter 41: Marshaun

Marshaun's POV

I've been thinking about Erin and that kiss lately. Personally I didn't think of Erin more than just a friend but after we had kissed it was all I could think of. Not only did I kiss a friend, a very close friend at that. I also kissed the homie's Ex. I been in a little denial about it because then I would have to come to the realization that I have to tell Nate that Erin and I had kissed.

I haven't spoken to her or Nate since that day. Right now I was laying in bed tossing the ball in the air and still thinking of that day. Usually I could distract myself from it but not today. It was about 8 or 9 at night. I tried to play video games and hang with my little brother. Even tried to smoke a little, but nothing could distract me from my thoughts.

I finally had enough and got dressed and was going to Erin's house so we could talk about everything. I felt guilty for keeping it from Nate, he was my friend and we had been that way since we were all younger. It was always Nate, Erin, Jaelyn and me and now I can't even say that because Erin and Jaelyn aren't talking to Nate. I was avoiding Nate and Erin. I had to fix this and now. We had to have this conversation.

Her place was close by so I didn't have to walk far. I got to her place and was nervous but was ready to get this over and done with. I was tired of all the drama. I had to grow up and take care of my responsibilities, I had kissed her and was going to own up to it and handle the repercussions even if it resulted in me and Nate not being friends anymore I had to get it off my conscience. I would be upset if it came down to that but at the end of the day I was over this whole situation.

Knock. Knock.

"E. We need to talk about that kiss?" I said once she opened the door. I didn't want to start the conversation like this but at least it out there.

"Is that Shaun? What the hell he mean kiss? Let me talk to him?" I heard Nate's voice, then I notice Erin was on the phone and it accidentally went on Speaker.

"Nate?"

"Nah, it's the easter bunny. I thought you was supposed to be the homie now you over here trying to take my girl."

"I'm not yours anymore Nate. You didn't think I was yours when you screwed Slutzira but now you want to claim me. Me and you was not together when me and Shaun kissed. I don't own you an explanation as to why we did what we did."

"So you tried to get back at me by kissing him."

"It's not about you Nate. It just happened."

"So now you moved on to Shaun. You know how I feel about you and now you fucking with him. And Shaun a fucking snake for going at you, what you been after her and was waiting for the perfect time to swoop in huh?"

"Hold up, for one I have never been a fake, fraud or a snake and tried to go after Erin. She was always your girl until recently. So don't even try that. If anything I tried to comfort her because YOU made her cry by your infidelity and being dumb as hell by fucking a hoe." I let them talk until he called me a snake.

"You fucked her too though, so you can't even talk about fucking a hoe."

"But the difference between you and I is you had a whole fucking girlfriend while you fucked Zira. I didn't, I was single. You couldn't keep your dick in your pants messing up your own relationship. I didn't tell you to fuck her you choose to do that yourself with your big dumbass."

"Fuck you nigga, don't let me catch you. I swear on my life you gone catch this fade when I see you."

"What's good right now? You know where I am and where I stay." I didn't care who you was, I wasn't about to let you talk down on me like I was a little bitch.

"Ight bet. I'll be there ten minutes." He hung up. I was pissed and on an eleven.

"Wait what the hell just happened?" Erin said obviously in shocked.

"He said he wanted to fight, I told him I was here. So I'm just waiting on him." I went pacing the floor, I was amped up.

"No you not. What's about to happen is you going home." She grabbed my arm and tried to push me out the door.

"No, I'm not about to look like a bitch with him thinking I ran off because I'm scared."

"And when he get here I'm telling him the same thing. My mama upstairs and y'all best friends and don't need to fight. Like forreal. Please Shaun don't do this. It's not worth it."

"E...I..."

"...Shaunie please, just go home. Don't do this. I'll talk to him. Please Shaunie Shaun." She looked at me like this broke her to see two once friends about to fight and I realized maybe this wasn't worth it or at least not right now it wasn't.

"Ight. I'm leaving for you E."

"Thank you Shaunie." She held out her arms and I hugged her slightly picking her short self off the ground.

I left shortly after I hugged her and went home. Both Nate and I were both not thinking rationally at the time. We both was speaking off emotions. If we could become friend back after this, I don't really know. We have gotten mad at each other before but it has never gotten this bad where we threatened each other and was close to actually getting physical. I just hoped for the best.
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