The Case of Park Jimin

Chapter 17

He loves me.

He loves me not.

He loves me.

He loves me not.

The pedal flew out of my hand and out of the open window, I'm driving myself insane. I didn't have the guts to leave my room, or my body.

This was actually quite disgusting, I've been dead for at least a day or less, and yet they still haven't done anything with the body. I'm really not going to enjoy this when I start to smell, or rot.

I groaned loudly, who cares though its not like anyone can hear me. Or see me. I got up off my chair and walked out of my room and down the hall, I think its time to leave this stinky, depressing, hospital.

I gave up on dodging people, turns out I can't go through people, but I can trip them. I didn't mean to, but this guy stepped on my foot and fell directly on his face. I stared at the entrance as I walked towards it, the smell of freedom filled my nose.

The electronic door didn't open for me, which pissed me off completely. I stood there, tapping my foot against the ground waiting for someone to either leave or come in. This ghost thing is really irritating.

Suddenly a woman walked out of the hospital, I sighed in relief and I marched forward. Only for an invisible shield to stop me in my tracks. You have got to be kidding me.

"Oh did I forget to tell you that you can't leave the hospital?"

Mina's voice echoed in my head and I nearly screamed, I will never get used to her being in my head. Its like an invasion of privacy, I mean, who wants a creepy, bitchy, ghost chick in your head. Certainly not me.

"What do you mean I can't leave" I spoke out loud, rolling my eyes as I walked away from the door, giving up on the chances of leaving this place ever.

"It means that you can't leave, simple"

I gave up on trying to get answers out of Mina, she was useless anyway. It wasn't like she was going to break me out of here.

"You're right, I'm not"

I rolled my eyes again before walking back into my room, if this was what my after life is, I'd rather die again.

                     Jimin pov.

I was staring out of my room and down the hallway, Alyson should have been here already, and she is never late.

"I wouldn't wait up for her" I heard but I just ignored Mina as she layed down on my bed, until she started messing with the bear Alyson gave me. "Don't touch that!" I snapped and took the bear out of her dead hands, the pout on her decayed lips made me nauseous.

"What do you mean, don't wait up for her" I asked and she gave me an innocent smile, one that used to make me nervous and giggly. Now it had the same effect on my stomach as rotten milk.

"She had a little accident" Mina murmured as she played with her own hands, and for once in her dead life, she looked proud.  Only behind that river of pride was a smidgen of guilt. "What kind of accident" I asked, ready to kill Mina, again.

Her face melted into pure boredom and she gave up on her failing cute act, "I pushed her down a flight of stairs" she said and I jumped at her, only to go right through her and land on my bed. "Why would you push her down the stairs Mina? You know how I feel about her!" I yelled, not caring that I might gain the attention of a few doctors.

"Exactly, how you feel about her, not how you feel about me" she said pointing to herself, like she was the obvious choice in this. Hell, she wasn't even a choice, she is dead.

"You're not a choice for me Mina, your dead, don't you understand that!" I shouted and for a second hurt flashed across her face before it was covered by anger. "Well, that means that your precious Alyson isn't a choice either, seeing how when I pushed her down the stairs," she said and moved closer to me until she was practically on top of me.

"I killed Alyson"

Rage, hurt, betrayal. Three of the many emotions that flooded my mind as she whispered those words to me, I was so mad that I started shaking. I stood up and growled loudly to myself as I resisted the urge to cry.

I picked up my lamp and chucked it at Mina, and even though she was dead, she flinched away from it. The lamp shade bounced off the wall and rolled away, while the light bulb shattered, resembling my heart at the moment.

I rounded on Mina again, this time only throwing words of hate. "I will never love you! You're just the bitch I'm stuck with! You're the bitch that killed the woman that I love!".

She stood there staring at me for a moment, before she sniffed slightly, lake water tears running out of her eyes and splashing on the ground. She just nodded at me once before she vanished, the only evidence that she was there, was the tear drops and the misplaced bear.

Mina doesn't understand, I didn't kill her. She killed herself. She was the one driving that night, right?

I sat back down on my bed and closed my eyes, wrapping my arms around the bear, and pulling her into my chest. I curled up into a ball, and stuffed my face into the bears back.

Suddenly my door opened and woman in a white coat walked in, much different from Alyson's pencil skirts and formal tops.

"Hello, I'm Aria, your new doctor" she said with a wide smile on her face as I sat up, still holding the bear tightly in my arms.

"What a beautiful bear, what's her name" Aria asked and I stared down at the bear, realizing that I never gave it a name before.

"Alyson, her name is Alyson"