Hey im back. I don't know why but im ok. Im better and actually happy. I still cry my eyes out waiting to get some sort of Justice from what happened to me. It hurts to much. Im getting my grades up though and trying out for cheerleading. I'll let you guys know if I make it. For now im just gonna try at life. Try to start fresh and I wanna think of all my good memories not the ones he ruined for me. I know one day I'll stop flinching when people touch me or when I hear someone say his name or those loud ass noises. I wish one day it could all stop but for now it won't. I'll always have those memories n live in fear of it happening again.