Hello darling's. So i didn't make the cheer team but hey i guess it's ok right?. Yeah but i was so happy my sister made the squad.
My cousins arrive tomorrow and well fuck me im scared. I realized tomorrow not only will i see them but i will know that they know about what has occurred.
Im actually trying new things though like going on a healthy diet and doing school work more.
Im trying now and maybe it's for the best. But I need to still vent a little. So where do I start? I flinch when someone touches me or yells. I hate when people get mad at me or scream at someone.
My sister has become a cold vicious mean girl. She only talks nice to me when people are around but when we're at my dad's or I go over she's so mean. Like I let her and my cousins borrow whatever but when I want to just borrow some socks they say they don't have any or no.