I'm scared. I'm not okay. Can someone please tell me if I'm okay or not. Should I go to school when I want to kill myself? Everyday it gets harder. I try so hard but in the end I cry myself to sleep and cry during school now. The only thing I loved left. I don't know what to do. I'm not scared of cutting myself and there's this voice saying just end it. I took a knife and dragged it across my stomach. I only felt empty. It stung but it didn't feel bad. I felt relieved. I'm tired of keeping everything in. Please message me I feel like I'm not okay and I'm afraid what will happen if I don't tell someone what's wrong or if no one tells me I have a problem.