G6 [Series 1]: My Dream Guy's Girlfriend [girlxgirl]

Chapter 19:

Nikki's POV:

Still in panicked and doesn't know what to do, I held her hand while she is still sleeping. Looking at her right now like this breaks my heart. She doesn't deserve this and I'll make sure that shrimp guy will pay for this!

I quickly wiped the tear streamed down my cheeks. I need to be strong for her, so I gently caressed her cheek while looking or I guess staring at her like memorizing every inch, curve and line on her face, that I didn't even noticed that I am tracing every part, and curve on her face gently.

"Until now, I can't even imagine, I saw you again after a long time. I know I may not be perfect but I know that I love you enough to wait for you to feel the same way for me. I am not going to ask you to love me back, but I will always stay with you hanggang sa kaya ko. hanggang sa mai-parealize ko sayo na ako yung tao para sayo. Woooh, bakit ba nawawalan ako ng lakas ng loob mag confess sayo kapag gising ka? Bakit ba kapag tulog ka, ang lakas ng loob ko mag confess? Aha! Ang sungit mo kasi kapag gising ka eh." Wala sa sariling napatawa na lamang ako ng mahina.

"Hay nako, wala ng mas totorpe pa sayo." Inis na saad ni inner self.

Alam ko, sa anong magagawa ko? minsan na nga lang lumakas ang loob ko, kung matatawag nga bang lakas ng loob yung nararamdaman ko ng mga oras na yun dahil halos lumabas na yung puso ko sa dibdib ko sa sobrang kaba.

*FLASHBACK*

Watching her talking with that so called "shrimp guy" is like I am being tortured. Kaya hindi na rin ako nakatagal nang tanungin ako ni Charity kung ano nga ba ang plano ko and seeing my girl sitting on a sand beside that guy, talking, smiling with each other na para bang nag eenjoy sila with each other's company.

I can't take it anymore so I decided to stand up and walk away. Masakit na ang mga mata ko sa view na nakita ko. I walked fast, damn!

Am I jealous?

"Wait up" saad ng hinihingal na si Charity.

So I stopped walking and wait for her.

"I don't know what to do. I-I want this night to be perfect." I said in panic.

"And you know, I'll help you with that" masayang wika nito.

At yun nga, we fixed everything that is needed to be fixed. Josh's dad owns a yacht so doon magaganap ang "perfect night" para sa aming dalawa.

Madali naman itong nasolusyonan ng bestfriend ko at boyfriend nito. Sila na daw ang bahala sa yacht and all I have to do is to bring my girl at

exactly 7pm.

"Hinahanap ka nga pala sa akin ni Maggie kanina." Banggit sa akin ni Josh.

"And what did you say?"

"I told her na hindi kita nakita at mauuna na ko kasi hinahanap ko pa yung girlfriend ko. Kabado ka masyado." Sagot nito na tila natatawa.

Well, sino ba namang hindi kakabahan diba? I am about to confess maya maya lang, but until now, I still don't know the right words to say kahit ilang beses na akong nag practice.

"Puntahan mo na, baka namimiss ka na non kaya ka hinahanap." Tumatawang dagdag pa nito.

Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin, pero ang loko hindi pa din natinag. Kung hindi lang talaga importante yung yacht para ngayong gabi kanina ko pa nasikmuraan itong si Josh eh, but of course, I am glad na nandyan silang dalawa ng bestfriend ko to help me dahil wala talaga akong idea sa panliligaw.

Inirapan ko na lang ito at umalis na para hanapin ang baby ko. I tried to find her sa resort pero wala, sa dalampasigan, and I even checked her room but there's no sign of her.