Mr.Conservative meets Ms.Carefree

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Araw na ng kasal namin ni Sergius...

Wala eh, pumayag na rin ako... Ayoko nang pahabain pa ang disappointment... Gagawin ko na lang kung ano ang guato nila...

Tutal naman wala na si Kyle... Siguro ito na rin yung tamang oras at paraan para makalimot na sakanya...

Natapos na ang kasal sa simbahan at ngayon nandito na kami sa reception.

Just like any other wedding receptions, may participation ang family members sa mga side namin at nagspeech...

It breaks my heart...

I thought the groom that I will be exchanging vows with will be Kyle.. but that's life... parang buhay.

"Anak, Sarah... Thank you for being such a very good and exeptional daughter to us. I know you've been through challenges but you didn't sought for our guidance and you just solved it by yourself and I'm very proud of you with that, because you always do the right thing, you always consider others, and you love everyone who surrounds you... We may be a selfish parents but look at you now, you surpassed us... and I'm so very proud of you. Now that you already have Sergius, I'm already rest assured that you're now in good custody... Sergius is a very good man, he's very considerate and I'm sure you'll love everything about him, and I know that he also loves everything about you. Thank you Sarah... and always remember, your dad, your kuya, and I will always be here willing to help you. Just ask us if we're going to teach Sergius a lesson, we'll be right in feont of your door in a minute. And to you son-in-law, Sergius. I know you'll take care of Sarah, and I know you'll do whatever it takes just to make our Sarah happy and contented, just don't break her for she is a very fragile girl. Yes, you'll see her as if she's tough, as if she's brave, as if she's undefeated... but inside of that brave eyes is a very fragile girl, looking for a refuge and I know that's you. Thank you Sergius for accepting my daughter without minding her flaws and imperfections. I hope you two a forever and a happy life together."

This is my first time to hear my mom talk like that. Me a fragile girl? How did she knew about that? We rarely spend time together...

My mom is exactly just like me, very dominating, very brave, looking undefeated, and cool, but I didn't expect that she has that soft and sweet side of hers.

After delivering their speeches, it's now our time to have our first dance as Mr. And Mrs. Co.

We stood at the center of the dance floor and started to dance to the sweet love song that was played...

All of me by John Legend.

"Musta?" Seriously he's asking me kung kamusta ako?

"Maghapon tayong nagkasama tapos tatanungin mo ko nyan?" I answered him with a not-interested tone.

"Not that, I want to know how do you feel towards this marriage... now that we're together for real... now that you are now Mrs.Co..."

"You want to know? Honestly, I don't care anymore... Nakuha na nila ang gusto nila, what's so special with their greediness?"

I stiffened as he gently pulled me close and pulled me into a hug...

"Sana wag ka nang magisip pa ng ganyan. Just enjoy this night, this time, this moment, just dance as if you're loving it and as if we're inlove with each other."

"I'm sorry, I don't do shows... I do reality."

Nanahimik na kang kami. Nangingilid na ang mga luha ko... now that I'm already tied to this man whom I'm currently dancing with.

Habang nagsasayaw kami, may bigla na lang tumunog na glass... Ito yung part na gusto ko... dati, nung kami pa ni Kyle at napagusapan namin ang tungkol sa kasalan. But right now, ito ang kinakatakutan ko.

We stopped dancing...

Iniharap ako ni Sergius... my heart is beating so fast, butterflies in my stomach won't calm...

"Shall I kiss you, my lady?

I rolled my eyes with the idea.

"Don't you ever dare." I answered between a smile.

"But they're asking for it."

"Then don't."

"Oh come on Sergius!!! Kiss her!!! Like you mean it! In her mouth!"

My kuya shouted from where he is sitting. Damn you Kuya Ikee!

It happened in just a swift moment. The next thing that I know is that my eyes are already closed and I'm already reponding to his kisses.

Like, DAMN! This kiss is better than Kyle's!! But WTH am I saying?! Did I just thought that I'm liking Sergius' kiss over Kyle's?! Scratch that part please!!!

When we already pulled off, we were already out of breath... That was a good one! f**k that again!

"Nagenjoy?" Aba'y nangasar pa ba?!

I just rolled my eyes in defeat. I told my self that I will never ever never not in a million years that I will kiss this human!!!

Everyone shouted, applaud, whooted after that freaking kiss.

After the whole reception thing I asked my make up artist to help me change into my comfortable clothes although there's still some visitors left talking with our parents and even to us. I just really hated everything today.

As soon as I washed my face and changed into my clean and comfortable clothes I didn't went back to the ballroom anymore, I just stayed at the suite and drive into bed...

Pinalabas ko na rin yung tumulong sakin... Tinitigan ko lang ang wedding gown ko na nakasampay na lang sa sofa at ang high heels ko na ginamit na nakakalat lang sa floor.

If this was just mine and Kyle's wedding..

I will consider this the best day of my life... but thinking at it's not Kyle... My tears, they want to burst out.

After few moments of shedding tears as I stare at the gown, narinig ko ang pagbukas ng pinto pati na rin ang pagsara nito...

"Hindi ka na bumalik."

I know that voice. That voice that gives me shivers everytime I hear it...

Hindi ako sumagot at umayos na lang ng paghiga. Hinila ko ang kumot at binalot ang sarili ko.

"You must be tired. Pahinga ka na."

Hindi ko na sya pinansin pa at ipinikit ko na lang ang mga mata ko.

Narinig ko naman ang pagsara at pagbukas ng pinto ng cr pati na rin ang tubig na lumalagaslas

Siguro maliligo... Malamang.

After 5 minutes siguro bumukas uki ang pinto at sumara din. Pinapakiramdaman ko si Sergius... paikot ikot sya sa kwarto.

Maya maya lang ay naramdaman ko ang paglubog sa kabilang side ng kama.

WTF.. Oo nga pala, dito nga pala kami matutulog ngayon. And congratulations! Magkatabi kami.

"I know you don't like me... but please, don't shatter out those who cares for you."

Hindi ako nagsalita.

Nagaalala sya para sakin?

Bakit pa?

Napasinghap ako nang may pumalupot sa bewang ko. Did he just hugged me?!

"Sergius!"

"Wag kang malikot. This is the least thing that I can do for you... They say a hug can comfort an aching heart..."

Hindi ko na sya pinansin.

The last time that I checked galit ako sa taong 'to, but since wala naman na akong magagawa at hindi na maibabalik pa ang oras at ang mga bagay, papabayaan ko na sya.

Because I consider myself a dead person, the day that Kyle left me.