LGBT+ Feels

addicting

everything about you is so addicting. so soothing, admirable, so very addicting. my hands could reach out to grab you and you'd not even look, as if not feeling my rough hands wrap around your muscle arm.

it's addicting, yes, when you throw your head back, your eyes fluttering shut as a loud, high pitched laugh escapes your mouth. a laugh that rumbles through your throat and out your thin pretty lips.

i cringe when i see those tears and those fears shake at your body and mind, telling you that nothings okay. but, wow, it's addicting to watch your body shake, heart ache, mind break. something about it- it's just you.

those crinkle of the eyes, twitch of the lips, shake of the hands as you become overcome with excitement. your smile spreads slowly, almost afraid of the action as your body vibrates with happiness.

it's addicting watching you as anger fills your veins. your stomach tightens, hands clench in fists, eyes turn red with fury. sometimes your arms flex when you heat up with jealousy.

while surrounded by people, you observe, take in everything being said. you listen with interest, ears seeming to perk up. it's addicting watching you socialize with others, because we have a special talk, a somewhat code.

everything, everything in general, everything about you makes my heart skip a beat, blood starts pumping at an inhuman rate. my cheeks boil, mind wonders, stomach turns like butterflies flying around.

your beautiful voice brings me out of staring trances and little touches to my thigh make me burn with passion. it's all so addicting, because it's you that is entrancing.

i ache when you're sad, light up when you're glad, stare when you're mad. every emotion you have takes a tour through my body, as if it resembles an ocean when it brings a wave, knocking everyone off because it's all too powerful, but too difficult to run from.

you're my thoughts. you have my heart. i'd give you anything if you even insinuated you wanted it.

sometimes i can't take the painful emotions you bring me, i fall. i get confused and depressed, all dealing around how you feel.

you're like my love drug, i just can't ever get enough even if you shut my body down. i can't let you go, push you away, i just make you stay. you're the one for me, the addicting one for me.

just your talk can be so bleak and still, you make me feel so weak. it's dangerous for me to feel so strong for just one human being, but i don't mind. i put all my love and respect into you.

everyday i fall harder, even if you just run a hand through your messy hair, dress with no care, it really isn't fair.

you're my addiction, but i don't want anyone to save me from you.