Tough Girl vs. Bad Boy

Forgiveness

"But mom you can't forgive him. He had a affair with another women. No man should do that being married to a person." She sighed at me. "Listen I want to forgive him because I think he should be involved with you though. You don't have a father figure to look up to at all. I was thinking maybe for you to go spend time with him next weekend. He has been wanting to see you." She half smiled at me speaking. "I don't know mom. I can't forgive him because he ruined this family. He hurt you and me. I can't forgive him so easily." "Come on please, for me darling." She laid her hand on my shoulder reassuring me while I was still sitting at the table. I got up from the table without saying a word and walked upstairs to my room slamming my door. I was just so mad at the fact she wants to forgive him after awhile ago she found out he was having a affair. Like I can't forgive him, I looked up to him till after he ruined the family. Now he wants to see me? Like it doesn't make sense. All this is too much, I thought to myself. "I need to get out of this house." I spoke to myself while changing my clothes cause I wasn't looking lol a bum at least if people saw me. My head still was killing me from last night. I took some Advil for my headache.

(Aubrey's Outfit)

When I changed, I did some mascara to brighten my eyes to look awake at-least. I grabbed my small black leather backpack and keys. I walked slowly and quietly down the stairs. I looked in the kitchen when I got down the stairs. My mom was doing the dishes facing away from me. So I left without her talking to me. I got to the door opening it and then closing it behind me. I got in my car and drove off.

I don't know where I was going but I wanted to get away for a bit. I need to think about things and needed some fresh air to myself. I texted Katie earlier but she never answered me. So I suggested she was busy with something. So that's why I was alone otherwise I would of went to her to talk too. I was driving around town, that I didn't know much at all where I was. Then I saw a sign reading "Sunset Beach." I thought well that sounds obvious, a beach where the sunsets. So I decided to go down that street where the sign lead me.

I got to a small parking lot where other people parked their cars. But I didn't want to be around people. I saw a abandonment building in the distance so I decided to walk to it cause no one would go near it at all. I was also curious about it.

When I got near it. It looked like a abandonment mansion. This was cool honestly. No one was near it so it was nice to be alone. I got inside of it and saw stairs that lead up to the second floor. Then I decided to head up to the third floor so I could sit up there and watch the view from there. I got up there and sat down dangling my legs out of the window enjoy the view. It was nice to get out of the house.

I still don't know why my mom wants to forgive my father. I thought we left him on purpose to forget about him and move on. Why does she want me to get involved with him again. He is with his so called "girlfriend" or "new wife" I bet, I don't know. I was wrapped in the thoughts until I heard a crumble sound come from the other side of the abandonment mansion. "Is someone here?" No answer. It was probably the place cause it's old and it looks like it's made of cement so it's probably crumbling everyday until it falls down. "What are you doing here sunshine?" A male voice spoke. "Yo!" I got scared shitless. "Oh did I scare you?" I turn my head around seeing Jayden smirking in the distance on the third floor of the mansion. "Leave me alone Jayden." I roll my eyes at him. "This is my place sunshine no can do." He then sits next to me dangling his legs. "Your name is not on it Jay." I shrug my shoulders. "Whatever I always come here." I stopped talking and look at the view again. "Something on your mind?" He said. "I just wanted to get out of the house. I found this place cause I don't know the town at all. This place is pretty cool though. Why do you come here?" I said. "I come here cause of the view and to be alone from everyone. No one knows that I come here well until now." I look at him half smiling at him and then he rolls his eyes at me.

We sat there not saying a word to each other just enjoying each other's company. It was actually nice and peaceful.

I then spoke, "Can I ask a random question just for a opinion?" He looked at me curiously surprised no emotionless face expression. He didn't answer me though. So I continued talking, "Is it okay to forgive someone even though they did you wrong?" He looked away from me then back at me. "Depends on what the situation is." "Okay." Was all I could say to him. "Aubrey even though we don't talk much, do you wanna tell me what's up?" He said. "I don't know." I looked down from looking into his ocean blue eyes. "Do you trust me?" He said. "I don't know." I had walls up, I trusted Katie cause she had been loyal to me as a friend, she never did me wrong. We clicked when I came here. But Jayden, I don't know. I trusted Liam and look where that got me. "Okay." Was all he said. Then we were quite again. He is probably thinking I have a problem with him. "Listen I just have a problem trusting people that's all. Katie is the only friend I had since I moved here. I didn't have friend's back where I was from. People only talked to me cause I was the star athlete of the school." He didn't say a word to me. Then a phone rang. We both check our phones to see who it was. It was his phone ringing. "Hello?" He spoke in a venom tone. "Whatever." Then he hangs up the phone. "I guess we are both here not for the view but to get our minds off things actually." He looked at me and looked away at the view without saying anything for a bit.

After awhile of silence of sitting there it was getting close for the sunset. We both been sitting here together for awhile. "Do you ever feel like you aren't good enough?" He spoke. "Yeah I have many of times. I am sure other people had thought of that too." "My parents compare me to my older brother that I am nothing like him. That all I do is get arrested and do crimes. Then my little sister in the innocent princess of the family. They never want me to take care of her most of the time. They think I am going to corrupt her when all I do is treat her like the princess she is." He looked heartbroken by looking into his eyes. "I'm sorry Jay." He shrugs his shoulders. "It's whatever." Okay since he told me what's on his mind then I should be able to just tell him what's on my mind. "I'm here cause my mom wants to forgive my dad even though he had a affair with another women. That's why I live here now, we left my old home to come here to get away from him. Now she wants me to spend next weekend with him. She thinks I need a father figure in my life. But I can't forgive him like that, he ruined our family. He hurt my mom and me." I look down sad. I finally told someone and it felt good. I guess we could trust each other maybe. "I just don't know if I could handle it." I kept quite now. The sun was setting by now. "I guess you do trust me?" He said smirking while looking into my eyes. "Yeah maybe I do." I half smiled at him looking into his blue memorizing eyes. "Here come on." He grabs my hand and drags me down the stairs of the abandonment mansion. "Where are you taking me?!" "It's a surprise." He said.

A/N: Does Jayden have feelings for Aubrey? Or do you think they are going to become best friends? Find out later on in the story. Thank you guys for viewing my story so far. I can't believe the views now.