The Alpha's Human Mate

Day 20 in Hell

10 Days Later

I stay sitting in my cage shaking. My mind is a blur full of different images and memories. I hear footsteps coming towards my cage, and I pray that he won't take me. The small slot opens at the bottom of my cage and my metal food bowl comes through. I wait for the footsteps to fade away before I go over to the bowl. Once I know "Master" is gone I scoot over to the bowl slowly. Pain shoots all over my body because there's no place on my body that's not wounded in some way. I grab the bowl with shaking hands and lift it up to my mouth. I begin to drink the mushed liquid the only food I've known for awhile. After I'm done I set the bowl onto the floor and put my knees to my chest and begin to rock back and forth. Today I half to go into the box. It's become my nightmare. I hate the box. It's confusing and tortures me in the most personal ways ever. I shake my head to myself. The thought of seeing Luke or my family dead is unbearable. I then hear the sound the I dread hearing every day. I open my eyes and "Master's" eyes meet mine. He unlocks my cage and yanks me out. He clips on my leash and begins walking. I bite my lip as my whole body aches as I crawl. I look over at the other cages, and once again there are less and fewer cages, which means people are dying and it's all because of me. I look back at the door and wait for "Master" to unlock the door. The door slides open on cue and we walk into the silent hall. We get to the door, the door to my hell. A tear already falls down my cheek as I begin to imagine what I'm about to see. The door opens and we walk in. We pass the table and make our way to the box. I begin to shake as we get closer to it. My leash is unhooked and my legs and hands are shackled together. I'm then injected with the drug that I've been injected with almost every day. Then black earbuds are taped to my ears and I'm then dumped into the box. The lid is slid over the box so that I'm only left in the darkness. I close my eyes and wait for the torture to begin. 
The voice then says,"Let's begin." I open my eyes and the smell of food is the first thing I notice. I look around and see that I'm in a huge dining room. There's a long wooden table stocked with mouth-watering food. I try to move my hands so that I can eat, but I look down and see that my wrists are cuffed to the chair I'm sitting in. I keep on trying to get out of the cuffs, but they won't budge. I then hear people entering the room and I get scared that they'll hurt me. They walk right past me and sit down at the table. These people seem familiar. I take in their scent and look around the room until I spotted Luke. He's there alive sitting down talking t Julia who's also alive. 
I then yell,"Luke!" He ignores my words as if I had never yelled anything. He continues to talk with Julia and a tear leaves my eyes. I watch as they begin to eat the delicious food on the table. My stomach growls, because I'm barely fed anything. I try to break the cuffs again but their too strong. I just sit there and watch them ignore me and stuff their faces. 

The voice then says,"You see they're happier without you." More tears stream down my cheeks. I hug my self as the tears fall out of my eyes.

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 I close my eyes not wanting to see this anymore. I open my eyes and my heart crumples. I'm in a field dead grassy field. The sky is all dark and the smell of death and suffering hits me. I begin to walk around the field and as I walk I step on something that makes a crunch. I look down and see a rib cage bone. I look around myself and I see dead bodies everywhere. Some decayed others fresh. Blood covers the ground, and a breeze of death blows into my face. I fall to my knees and tears begin to fall down my face. I feel grief and agony come over me. I put my head in my hands and begin to cry. 

I then yell,"I can't! I can't do this anymore!" I begin to sob because I don't want to live like this anymore. My life isn't good anymore. There is only pain and suffering left. 

The voice then says,"You deserve this." 
I then yell,"No! I don't deserve this! You took my life away from me and turned it into this hell!" I scream an angry scream and it echoes in the field. I get up and begin to run. I don't care where I run to, but I want it to be anywhere from here. I then stop at a stream and I bend down to take a drink. I stop myself when I see pure red liquid. I look over to the right of me and see Luke's dead body there. I find myself trembling as grief comes over me followed by sadness. I crawl to his body and I look at his perfect face. His eyes are closed softly and his lips are parted peacefully. 

I then say,"Oh Luke what do I do? Please tell me?! I...I don't know what to do anymore?!" I fall onto his stiff cold body and I begin to cry. I let sobs of agony out and tears of being tortured go. 

I then say,"I just...wanna...go home. Please...God help me!" I cry those words out and let my eyes close as tears continue to fall. I let whoever lift me up and take me where ever. In minutes I'm tossed to the floor and my cage is slammed shut. I begin to shake as tears make their way down my cheeks again. I don't know how much longer I'm gonna be able to do this. I'm at the breaking point. I don't know if Luke is alive but if he is then I pray that he'll find me soon.