I'll Stay Me

Chapter Twenty

Hank's POV

"Babe, do you wanna try to eat a sandwich?" Luke asks as he walks over to the fridge.
"Sure." I tell him.
"Ah damn it." He says under his breath as the babies begin screaming.
"I got them, my love." I tell him as I get up and head upstairs. I get upstairs and pick up Harper and begin rocking her and talking to her. She soon begins to calm down as she plays with my chest hair. She ends up falling asleep in my arms so I lay her down softly and walk back downstairs.
"Here ya go baby." Luke says as he sits a peanut butter and jelly sandwich in front of me. I try to take a bite but I still fail at it.
   "Here honey, let me help." He says as he takes the sandwich and tears it into small pieces and gives them to me. It is still hard to eat them but I manage to get about half of the sandwich down.
              "Luke, how big do you want our family to be?" I ask him.
           "I would like four kids, but I'll take however many God gives us." Luke replies, smiling.
"When do you wanna go up to Montana to look for houses?" Luke asks me, as he sits down beside me.
"Maybe within the next few weeks." I tell Luke.
          "How about we go up there a few times, but make the trips short. Then we can just leave the babies with Mama and have a little mini vacation and not have to worry about them, especially with your doctor appointments." He says.
              "We should try to bring them with us go the longest one, but wait a little before having them fly. Just make sure the doctor clears it and for you too." I say to him.
"That sounds good." He says, grabbing my plate and taking over to the sink and rinsing it.
        "Thanks, babe." I say to Luke as I walk over and wrap my arms around him.
            "Anytime." Luke replies, then locks his lips onto mine.
"Babe, you know it's gonna be a lot harder for me to father children now, right? I don't know if I'm gonna be able to get you pregnant again." I say as I bow my head.
"Come here, honey. It'll be okay if you can't. I want more kids but we have two beautiful babies. I love you so much and I love our beautiful family." Luke smiles as he hugs me and kisses me.
"I love you more than anything, you made my life so amazing." I tell him as I kiss him back. He sits in my lap and we begin making out.
"WHAT THE FUCK??!" We hear Tommy yell as he comes in the kitchen. At this point, Luke is straddling me and has my shirt off. I immediately stop and get Luke off of me.
"I'm so sorry." I say, looking at Tommy.
"Get the fuck out of my house!" He yells, coming toward Luke and I. My immediate instinct is to protect Luke. I grab him and keep him behind me. Next thing I know, Tommy throws a punch at me. It takes all I have not to hit him back but I restrain myself.
"Dad, calm the fuck down." Luke says raising his voice slightly.
"What the fuck are y'all thinking?" Tommy says.
"Can I not show love and affection for my loving and caring boyfriend?" Luke says, wrapping his arms around me.
"AND?! Do you want more babies? Because I sure as hell don't want not one more grandchild from you, Thomas." Tommy yells at Luke.
"Baby, lets just go upstairs." I whisper to Luke. He walks out of the kitchen and I follow him up to his bedroom. We get up there and I shut the door behind me. Luckily both babies are sound asleep after all of that yelling. Luke sits down on his bed and begin to cry.
"Do you think we'll ever have more kids?" Luke asks me. I start to tear up a bit when he asks that.
"I think we most certainly will, I'll make sure we have as many kids as you want. Whether you get pregnant or we adopt, we will have more kids." I tell Luke sitting down beside him and pulling him close.
"When do you want to start trying for more?" He asks, looking up at me.
"Whenever you want to. I want to do everything in my power to make you happy." I tell him as I lean down and kiss the top of his head.
"I love you, you make me happy." He smiles. I get up and take off my shirt then lay him down on the bed and get on top of him. We begin making out again, I smile as Luke puts his hand on my hip.