I'll Stay Me

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Luke's POV

"Baby, lets get going. We can stop and get food somewhere, but I think it's best to get you out of here." I tell Hank, hugging him as he is crying on my shoulder.
"I should've fucking been there. Sam shouldn't be treated like crap. If I had manned up and took care of my son then he would be well taken care of. " Hank says.
"Look at it this way, if you had taken Sam then you might not of seen me in that bar. You wouldn't have two sweet angles and a loving and caring future husband, who wants to help you get your eldest son back." I tell him, rubbing his back.
     "Maybe you're right." Hank says looking up at me.
  "Lets just get going, the sooner we get to our house the sooner we can see the babies. You could also use some more sleep." I tell him, kissing his cheek. I watch as he walks toward the car with our suitcases and puts them in the back. I close the door then go get in the car.
"Just get some rest honey, we have a long drive today." I tell him as I rest my hand on his thigh. He leans the seat back and closes his eyes. I continue rubbing his thigh until I hear his soft snores.
After a while I turn on the radio and focus on the music and the long road ahead of us.

"Baby, wake up. Do you want something to eat?" I ask as I softly rub the side of Hank's face.
"I'm fine, but if you'll get me an energy drink I'll drive for a while." He tells me, looking up into my eyes.
"Fine, only because I didn't get much sleep last night." I tell him. He sits up and puts his hat on then grabs his sunglasses and puts them on. I run into the gas station and grab some chips and a coke for me and a Monster for him. I get back to the car and hand him his drink.
"Thanks doll." He smiles. I bite my lip then lean over and kiss him softly on the lips.
"Are you sure you can see good enough to drive?" I ask.
"Yes darlin, don't worry about anything." He tells me. I take his hand and lean my head on his shoulder and begin to fall asleep to the sweet sound of his soft singing.

          
       "Where are we?" I ask, opening my eyes.
    "About two hours away from our home." Hank says putting his hand on my thigh.
      "How long was I asleep for?" I ask him.
    "About five hours maybe a little more." He says.
        "How the hell did we get here so fast then?" I ask him, concerned.
    "Relax baby. I've drove up here many times, I know the short cuts and the lanes without the heavy traffic." He saids, rubbing my thigh.
      "Okay. Do you want me to drive now?" I ask him.
"No I think I'll be fine. Why don't you call Kelly and check on our little angles." Hank suggests. I nod and pull my phone out of my pocket. I dial Kelly's number and wait for her to pick up.
"Hello?" Kelly says into the phone.
"Hey, how are the twins?" I ask her.
"They are doing just fine. Hopefully they'll do fine on the flight up." She says.
"Do you fly out today or tomorrow?" I ask.
"Tomorrow morning, bright and early." She says.
"Great, that should give Hank and I enough time to put their cribs together and start setting up their nursery's." I say into the phone, grinning.
"Awesome. Y'all be careful, okay?" She says, sounding worried.
"You okay Kell?" I ask.
"Yeah, it's just that there are a lot of fires up around there." She tells me.
"I know, we'll be okay." I assure her. "Tell our little ones we love them."
"I will. I love you, tell Hank I love him too." She says.
"Alright, love you too Kelly, see you tomorrow." I smile as I hang up the phone.
        "You look tired, baby." I tell Hank as I take his hand.
        "I'm fine, darlin'." He assures me, bringing my hand up to his lips and kissing it. He's so gorgeous.
       "Your back doing alright?" I ask.
        "Not really." He tells me.
       "Baby... I'm sorry. Do you want to stop and grab some ibuprofen or get your pain medication and sleep for a while?" I ask, rubbing his arm.
        "No, doll. I need to deal with it without pain medication." He tells me.
"Whatever you say." I say. I watch as he looks out the window toward the mountains in the distance.
"They don't feel that big from out here." He says.
         "They look beautiful. I can't wait to wake up and have a beautiful view of the mountains every morning, especially in the winter." I say.
        "I already have a beautiful view in the morning. Seeing you with the babies just melts my heart." Hanks says, grinning.
            "Having you here with me, supporting me and the babies is enough to melt mine. I feel so much love knowing that you didn't run when I told you I was intersex and pregnant. It's a blessing to have to by my side." I say, grabbing Hank's hand.
         "I wouldn't leave you for the world." He says, kissing my hand.
"Your too sweet." I tell him, smiling.
           "Well, if I'm too sweet for you than I guess you wouldn't like eating me then." Hank says grinning.
        "I never said being too sweet was a bad thing." I tell him, giggling.
         "God you're sexy..." He tells me, looking over at me. I lean over and kiss his neck a few times as he looks forward again. I put my hand on his thigh and sit back in my seat again.
"How can you go from making me want to mount you right here and fuck You to death to just being normal?" Hank asks, laughing a little. I smile over at him.
"Oh my God there it is!!" I say excitedly as I see our house. We pull up in the driveway and I quickly get out. I run to the door and grab the key then open it. "Hank come on!!" I yell. I go back outside to see him struggling to get out of the car.
       "Can I get some help baby?" He asks. I nod and slowly help him out of the seat. I keep my hand on his back to make sure he's going to be okay. I take his hand and slowly walk with him up to the house. We walk in and begin walking around.
"It's even more beautiful than I remember." I gasp.
          "Can I just lay down in the floor?" Hank asks, holding his back still.
"Why don't I just move our mattress into the floor of the bedroom, and you can just lay on that." I suggest to him.
"That's fine with me baby." He says. I find our mattress through all the boxes and slide it into our bedroom.
        "Do you know what box the sheets were put in?" I ask Hank.
           "There in one of the boxes labeled "bedroom". While you look for them I'm gonna go out to the truck and get the pillows." He says, walking towards the door. I find all the boxes for our bedroom in a corner by the laundry room. I start to open the boxes looking for the sheets. The forth box I open has the sheets in it. I grab them and head back to the bedroom to put the sheets on the bed. As I finish putting the comforter on the bed Hank walks in with the pillows.
"Here." I say handing him the pillowcases. Hank puts the pillowcases on the pillows, before setting them down on the bed.
       "Do you want me to lay down with you?" I ask Hank.
           "You don't have too. I think it would be better for you to start putting the nursery's together and unpacking." He says as he lays down.
        "Okay, honey. Just yell if you need anything." I tell Hank, bending down and giving him a kiss. I cover him with the comforter then walk out of the room. I feel so bad for my sweet fiancé. I go into the nursery and begin to unpack all of the boxes marked "Nursery".
I begin putting the cribs together and put the sheets on the mattresses then place them in the cribs.
After about an hour and a half I have everything put together and arranged how I want it. The room we decided to use for the nursery is already a nice light gray color. I love it. I go back into the master bedroom and see Hank sleeping all curled up, under the covers. I slowly lay down beside him, being careful not to wake him. I begin rubbing his back gently then wrap my arms around him.
I smile as he rolls over and nuzzles his head into my chest. I run my fingers through his hair, gently holding him close to me.
"You're so warm and loving." I hear Hank mumble.
"Are you cold, baby?" I ask, looking down at his face. He nods his head against my chest then snuggles in closer to me.
"I'm here, let me get you another blanket sweetheart." I tell him. I get up and run to the truck and grab a couple more blankets. I then go back inside and lay the other blankets over the mattress.
"Is that better?" I ask him.
"Yeah." He says. I lay back down beside him, and wrap my arms around him.
"Are you excited for tomorrow?" I ask him, rubbing my hand back through his hair.
"You bet. It's been too long since I've seen our precious little angles." Hanks says looking up a me. I smile at what he says.
"I'm happy to start this new beginning but I'm nervous about what's to come." I tell him, giving him a kiss.
"Babe, don't be nervous. We have a happy and healthy family. I know that your worrying about me too much which is putting stress on you. I'll be fine, you worry about the babies and getting back to being yourself." He says, grabbing my hand and interlocking our fingers together.
"I know. It's just with everything that has happened and everything that's going to happen, there's just to many changes and it's hard to cope with it sometimes." I say.
          "Babe, we are all going to be okay." He assures me, looking into my eyes. I nod, softly rubbing his back.
"Baby, I'm worried about your surgery." I admit.
"Honey it's a simple procedure. I know it's going to be a rough recovery for a while but I'm gonna be fine." He tells me. He rubs my side then pulls me closer to him for a kiss.
"Babe I think we should keep trying to get pregnant before your surgery. You're not gonna be able to have sex for a few months afterward." I tell him and rub his back. He nods, touching my stomach.
"I can't wait to feel another little angel in there." He grins. I slowly slide his boxers down and pull his hips into me.

Hank's POV

"You okay baby?" Luke asks.
"Yeah, sex just hurts my back right now." I tell him, wiping tears from my face.
    "I know how to make it better. Take a break for a while, I'll do all the work." Luke says, rolling us over to where I'm laying on my back.
         "Since when do you have an interest in riding me?" I ask him kissing his hands.
       "This is probably the only way for us to fuck without you hurting as much." He says, sitting up and slowly lowering himself onto me. Luke begins to slowly bounce up and down on my cock. I place my hands on his hips, helping him pick up the pace. Soon Luke is slamming down on me, and I can feel that he's close. I immediately pick Luke up and flip us over. It hurts my back pretty bad, but it doesn't bother me. I start to slam into him.
        "Oh... my...god." Luke says in between breaths. I find the strength to go harder and deeper into my fiancé.
      "HANK." Luke yells, as I feel him tightening  around me. With one more thrust I release into him, moaning his name.
"Damn, that was probably the best sex we've ever had." I tell him, still panting.
"You're gonna be sore as fuck tomorrow morning." He kinda giggles.
"I'll be right back, sexy." I smile and sit up. I begin to try to stand up but immediately realize it's not going to happen. I lay back down and look over at Luke.
"What do you need, honey? Just let me get whatever you need." Luke tells me, putting the blanket back over me and standing up.
"Can I get a glass of water and a couple pain pills?" I ask. He nods and gently kisses my head. I lay there, waiting on Luke to get back.
"Here, honey." He tells me as he hands me everything. I sit up as best I can and take the medication.
"God I hope that worked." I tell him, kissing his stomach.
"Me too." He smiles.
      "If you do get pregnant, how are we gonna tell your family?" I ask him, grabbing his hand.
         "I don't know. Maybe send them a postcard, with a picture of the twins with something that says they're gonna be a big brother and sister?" Luke suggests.
        "We could tell them when everyone is up here for your birthday or something like that." I tell him.
      "I have a better idea, let's get some sleep so we have time tomorrow to do things before Chris and Kelly arrive. Also to give my body a chance to start growing a human." He says, laying down under the covers snuggling closer to me.
        "That sounds like a great idea." I tell him wrapping my arms around him, pulling him close. Soon Luke is peacefully asleep in my arms. Before I know it I'm asleep too.

          I slowly begin to wake up and hear Luke singing in the shower. I smile and try to get up but can't. I decide to just lay there until he gets done. Before long, I hear the shower turn off then Luke walks out completely naked.
      "Good morning, Daddy." Luke smiles.
"You seem happy." I tell him, looking up at him.
"I woke up and had to puke this morning..." He says.