What does that mean? I'm asexual. I do not enjoy sexual thoughts or interactions. Though it is different for everyone, I only truly know my experience with it. So that's what I'm going to share.
Being asexual, I don't find people "hot." I can recognize that others might find a particular person attractive in that way, but I don't see it myself. I have a boyfriend. He's sweet and cute and kind. But I don't find him "hot." He knows this and is fine. I'm out to him about everything.
We hold hands, hug, and kiss, but I don't like anything more than that. Making out is gross and awkward. I dislike it highly.
There I a story behind why I don't like it. Once upon a time, I had a boyfriend. Now, all I knew was that I was bi. I didn't know Everything back then. This boyfriend might be large part of why I'm ace. He jumped quickly into the making out and I found it gross. I don't know if he did it right, but it felt like he was slobbering all over me. He only ever wanted to do this when we hung out, so I avoided it saying I was tired or not feeling well. I know it's a silly story, but it was terribly awkward and gross.
I could never see myself doing any sexual acts with anyone. It's simple to see myself holding hands, hugging, and kissing someone. But anything else is awkward and impossible to me.
I do have a boyfriend. My being Agenderrflux means I'm not his girlfriend. Boom, next topic.
