Shattered // JJKxReader

Chapter 8

"They say love will make you feel like fluttering butterflies, but the fact is mine doesn't flutter, because it already broke it's wings"
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Y/N's POV

The next morning i woke up with a pressure inside me. Indeed everyday i feel pressured. But today it was unusual, i felt worried and uncomfortable.

I sighed. Maybe i was too tired and did'nt get enough rest. I grab my phone and turn it on. It's 7 am.
Then my lips parted in shock as i saw the date.

What in the worldddd?!

Tomorrow is Jungkook's 22nd Birthday.

I smiled in excitement and opened my notebook. I already list things i want to gave and made for him on his birthday. Time flies so fast, it feels like i wrote this yesterday but in fact i wrote this like on the first time we met, after 5 years.

Ignoring the mess that i felt this morning, i close my notebook as i ran into the kitchen, preparing the ingredients i want to make for his breakfast and his birthday cake later on.
Oh, i also wanted to pack him my homemade bibimbap for lunch, remembering how he loves to eat.

Eventhough i already realized and noticed he will not eat my lunch, i just made it for him. Praying a miracle to happen so he can just eat it.

After i finished making his ham and cheese sandwich for breakfast, i rushed infront of his bedroom door to woke him up, because he needs to get to work.

Before i could knocked on the door, i gasped in surprise of how hard the door is suddenly unlocked from inside. And here's him, standing infront of me with his lazy eyes and cold stare.

In shocked and afraid, i quickly looked down at the floor.

"Step aside."

His low voice and full of hatred scares and gives me shivers. He pushed me away by bumping his shoulder into me and walked pass by me.

Before he could leave i looked up towards him.

"Wait."

I clear my throat as he turn around and rolled his eyes. I quickly shifted my eyes on the floor again, avoiding his eyes.

"You need to eat breakfast." i said softly with a voice barely heard.

He walked towards the dining table and picked up his sandwich while he suddenly walked towards the door.

I quickly walked towards the table to gave him his lunch,

"Jungkook, here's-"

My words and movement cutted by the sound of the door was shutted.

I took a deep breath and let it out. Before i could do anything or gave him something, he always leave.

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I stood up infront of the tall skyscraper building. I took a deep breath before letting myself falling into a hole. If Jungkook knows i visited his office, the next day i think i could maybe doesn't see the sunlight again.

Jungkook doesn't like visitors. Especially knowing if i visit his office i think i would die already.
Because of course, everybody will be curious if i met him in the office and bad rumors about him will start to spread, knowing he is "taken" by Lisa.

I sighed and growled at the thought of that.

But in here i didn't really have a choice. The stubborn me keeps screaming and complaining. Besides it was his birthday tomorrow and i want him to eat what I made for him.