Caitlin Pov:
I didn't know if I should feel bad or not. Jay is a nice guy but, is he truly the man I want? I don't know how this will affect me and Barry's friendship. All I can do is hope. I am a woman of science. I usually don't believe in luck or hope. Being here with Jay, doesn't give me that wild and crazed feeling I had with Barry. I know I should let talk to him but I can't.
Every time I look at him I remeber our kiss. That kiss was hot and heavy. It was so different and strange yet it felt so natural to do. "So where to next?" I look up at Jay. "Just take me home I'm quite tired." That sounded rude." You made me laugh so much. I don't think my stomach could handle anymore." I chuckle hoping he didn't take it the wrong way although a little part of me wanted him to leave. Again with the hoping. He looks down at me and chuckles, "Okay whatever the queen desires."
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I give him a smile, "Goodbye ,Jay" He smiles back. I watch as he comes up the steps and is now right in front of me. "Caitlin." He whispers, he then kisses me. I don't know what to do. I kiss back a little but even before I did I felt...nothing. No feeling or spark. Just a kiss, a normal, meaning less kiss to me. I didn't show that it meant nothing and just pretended to like it. I pulled away first." Good night ,Caity" I stare as he walks away. I open the door. I instantly walk to the couch and take off my shoes and coat. I lay there thinking about everything that's happened. I sigh. I think about Barry and Iris and how they are now together. I think about how to tell Jay I like him as a friend or even how could I avoid talking about the kiss to Barry. The kiss. I touch my lips. Remembering the feeling of kissing him. I want him, I want him to want me too. But there nothing I can do about it. He wants Iris. Iris West is the love of his life. He doesn't want me. He had made his choice.
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Don't Let Me Go: Snowbarry
Romance"We slowly pull away from each other both breathing heavily. I the notice that I'm sitting on a counter and he has his knee in between my legs."Barry" I barley whisper. My hands are on his chest. I could feel his heart beat. He looks at me and smile...
