Barry's Pov:
What is wrong with me. Why would I type or even think such a thing. I was angry and hurt that she was with someone. It was even worse that I'm dating someone too and yet I'm still acting like this. Hurting Cait is not going to do me any good. I know I'm not prince charming , I mess up a lot but this is just low. I should be happy that she's happy. What am I saying? I never liked Caitlin that way. I shouldn't even care....but I do care. I care very much. I hear the door open. "Hey Bar." I look up from my phone. That I know realize I have been staring at for a long time now. "Hi." For a second I didn't even think that was my voice. I sounded hurt and so confused. "Are you okay? Tell me, you haven't been yourself." I sigh. "I'm fine, Iris" She stares at me."Okay then let me now when you need something. I'm here". I nod while smiling softly. My heart felt normal when I saw her, well normal for me. It wasn't racing anymore. I didn't feel better when I saw her. I just felt whatever. I know I love her. It's just I'm not sure if I really do love her that way. I loved Iris before I even knew what the word love even meant. Now I'm thinking it was just a brother- sister thing. She was there for me when my mother was murdered. I wondered if that was when i started to 'love' her.
Back to Caitlin I don't know what to do. I messed up. I shouldn't have pushed it. I have to apologize and I will do whatever it takes, even if that means going to the end of the earth, petting the sun or even giving up my speed. Just to have her forgive me. I need Caitlin Snow.
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Don't Let Me Go: Snowbarry
Romansa"We slowly pull away from each other both breathing heavily. I the notice that I'm sitting on a counter and he has his knee in between my legs."Barry" I barley whisper. My hands are on his chest. I could feel his heart beat. He looks at me and smile...
