Wrong - Harry Styles

Chapter 14

Indie's pov

My eyes open before my mum knocks on my door, I inhale a small breath and feel aware of my bodies tiredness. I had gone to bed early last night after everything that had happened. I think for the most part that my body is tired from all the emotional stress. I don't blame it, I know that our bodies all react differently in all different situations, mine decides to shut down or give me warning signs that I need to calm down. The aching feeling starts to slowly fade as I get up from my bed and turn on the shower, a warm shower should help.

I hop out of the shower and get changed. I gulp slightly as my mum opens the door slightly when I'm sitting on my desk, starting to do my makeup, she must have heard the shower on.

"How long until you're ready?" Her voice is soft, more gentle than usual, it makes me wonder if she heard anything of what was going on last night. I feel my stomach grumble, it only reminds me that I didn't even eat last night.

"I'll be ready to leave in twenty minutes." I tell her, she nods her head and leaves the room, shutting the door behind her. I quickly finish applying my small amount of makeup and let my hair stay in its natural wavy state, I head down the stairs and make my way downstairs, I quickly grab some cornflakes out of the cupboard and pour it with some milk into a bowl. I eat it quickly and then finally grab my bag, phone and earphones and the hundred dollars for the yacht trip to give to Louis or whoever needs it. I then walk past my mum as she walks out of the office with a bunch of papers in her hands.

I walk outside with her as she gets in the car and starts it up, placing the papers in her handbag. I hop in the car and she has it started and ready to drive off, I clip my seatbelt in and stare at the road in front of us as she gets out of the driveway, making her way to school.

"Have you eaten?" I hear her ask from besides me, I nod my head quickly and give her a small smile. I then frown, realising I should tell her what's happened, she deserves to know, after all, she's been my biggest support with the whole situation.

"Mum, I didn't tell you last night because it was late and it was a bit upsetting, but," I inhale a small breath and my head drops a little. "I broke up with Andrew." I admit as she makes her way through the busy traffic, she lets out a sigh.

"Oh honey.. at least it's done now and you're not postponing it anymore, what did he say?" I'm grateful for her words, asking if I'm okay right now wouldn't be something I would know how to really answer. I know that I'm not as sad as I should be over this, maybe that's why I feel worse? Maybe it's the guilt.

"He was angry.. he said some hurtful things, we didn't end things on a good note like I wanted to, but I think part of me knew it wasn't going o end well, maybe that's why I just kept pushing it to the side."

"Hey, boys say things when they are angry, they say things they don't mean. I'm sure he will come around and say sorry." Her words hit me and my mind goes to Harry for some odd reason, the hurtful things he has said to me flashing in my mind as if they are memories.

"Are you alright?" I snap my head into her direction as she speaks, immediately I stop thinking about him.

"Yeah I guess it's just.. hard to think that I hurt Andrew, I was hardly that emotional about it, maybe it's because I already knew what I wanted, where my heart was, is." I correct myself.

"Well, only you know what you want." I nod my head at her words. After she finishes I sit there thinking about everything that's happened since I moved here, it's only been three weeks and I'm stressed out more than I would have imagined, it's okay though because I know things are stressful at the start, but they get easier, right?