Yuri!! On ice one-shots

Yuri Plisetsky x Reader- Far Away

To Yuri

    Hello darling.
It's been so long. You live so far away. It's been hard without you. Our son cries everyday. He misses you too.

Every night I dream I would wake up in your arms. Your warm scent, the way you gently rub my back before you head off to work in the morning. I want to see your smile again. The way you would ignore me to tease me. I miss it all.

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry I failed you. Did I not show you show you enough love? Is that why you left? Is that why...

I wished you waited a little bit. Just bare through it a little longer. You would've seen how much better things have gotten. If you would have talked to me I could've helped you.

Nobody loves you more than me.

You left behind so many of your fans, skating, your son, and me.

Things won't be the same without. You left us in pieces. I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you so much.

Love,

Y/N

-:-:-

You sealed the envelope and taped it onto a balloon.

342 days ago, Yuri took his life.

You held onto the balloon.

A small breeze hushed by.

You let the balloon go.

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Sorry about this crappy chapter, but I finally wrote something again.

The inspiration for this chapter is about Jonghyun... if you don't know him, he's a kpop singer that took his life last year.

I don't know why, but I've become sensitive to the topic of death, especially suicide.

If you have depression, please, PLEASE seek help.

It's okay to feel sad from time to time, to feel defeated, but do not result in killing yourself.

Most days I wonder why Jonghyun decided on suicide. He left behind his family, his fans, and his love for music. It pains me to know that he was in so much sorrow that he resorted to suicide.

Please do not commit suicide. It's a permanent choice. You won't get to see all the people you love, all the things you cherish.

People will be affected by your death. Your friends will think that they didn't do enough.

Your parents would hate themselves, thinking they were failures.

Your siblings would lose their best friend.

Just please, help is available.

1-800-273-8255
That's the suicide hotline number. I know people think it's stupid, but it seriously saves lives.

*sigh* I'm sorry, I just don't want to see suicides anymore. Nothing breaks my heart more than a human being who still had fire in them being diminished by their own hands...