A few hours after school I sat on my bed thinking about how Savannah and jay were going to the party together tonight. "Should I go" I thought to myself. I sat their worried my mind was filled with a whole bunch of thoughts.
"I have to go, what if they end up together or something" 💭
I grabbed my phone and went into my contacts. Staring at grays name in my phone.
"I can't go to a party alone"💭
If I went to the party jay would think I'm desperate or that I want him. Which I don't!🙄 I took a deep breath and sighed. "Fuck it I'm calling him" I picked up my phone and rang gray.
Gray: hello?
Cali: are you busy tonight?
Gray: well actua-
Cali: GOOD! you're coming with me tonight.
*He went silent for a second*
Cali: UM- hello! Are you there!
Gray: uhhh- yeah. What do you mean, I'm coming with you.......tonight?
*he sounded nervous*
Cali: the party.
Gray: ohhhhhh. Yeah. The party. You're going?
Cali: yes and I can't go alone.
Gray: uh uh no way, I can't. I have work to finish up on. Ask Savannah.
Cali:I can't....she's- she's not going.
Gray: ugh.
Cali: please! I'll do anything for you in return.
*he went silent again*
Cali: GRAY!
Gray: ok fine.
Cali: thank you so much. Be at my house by 9. Got it?
Gray: of course.
After I got off the phone with gray I went into my closet to choose what I was gonna wear. I looked through my closet for a good 20 minutes in the hopes of finding something party worthy. All of my clothes are baggy and just so basic. I heard my phone buzz so I walked over to it and saw that gray had texted me.
Gray: which house is it again?
I texted him the address and went back to my closet. It was taking way longer than I thought it would to pick something out. I eventually gave up and grabbed anything. Although 99% of my clothes were black I did have a few colorful pieces. I reached into the back of my closet saw a whole bunch of pink and flipped.
"There's no way"💭
I've never been a girly girl. Give me a hoodie some sweats, slides and I'm happy. But I knew I couldn't go to a party like that. I grabbed a pink romper , jean jacket, and some Nike's. As I was heading toward the bathroom to shower the doorbell rang. I ran downstairs with my things in my hands. It was gray. He was wearing all black, a black hoodie, black pants and black shoes. I looked him up and down.
Cali: that's what you're wearing?
Gray: yeah.
Cali: oh. Well you can sit here I'll be back down in 15 minutes or so.
I ran back up to my room and threw the outfit on my floor. I went back into my closet and grabbed A baggy black hoodie and some ripped jeans.
"If he can dress like that why can't I"💭
After I had gotten ready me and gray got into the car and started driving away. The car ride was fairly quite and a bit awkward. I had to break the Ice.
Cali: I like your hoodie.
*I gave an awkward smile. I think I just made the ice thicker*
Gray: thanks. You as well.
I sat there tapping my nails on my phone, we sat there in silence.
Gray: Why'd you change your mind?
Cali: change my mind?
Gray: about the party, you said you weren't gonna go.
Cali: oh. You know how it is being home alone. It's really boring it gets lonely.
Gray: right.
We finally arrived at the party. As soon as we pulled up the first thing I saw was Samantha and the others stepping out of the car behind us. Samantha spotted me and tried to run up to us.
Samantha: oh my goodness guys look who's here! *she waved*
"Fuck fuck go" I said frantically. Gray drove up the street and parked in an old parking lot.
Gray: what's wrong?
Cali: I can't do this.
Gray: do what?
Cali: the only reason I wanted to go to the party was to make sure jay and Savannah didn't hook up or something. But I just don't wanna even look at them.
*i sat there with my chin resting in the palm of my hand, looking out the window*
Gray: get out.
Cali: excuse you!?
Gray: g e t o u t!
He reached over me and opened the door.
Cali: what's wrong up with you ?
Gray: I'm tired of you using me all the time. If you really fucking want him then go and do something. Stop calling me every time you decide you want him back. GET OUT!
I could tell he was seriously angry. I've never seen him act like this. I would've never imagine him like this. I wasn't using him tho....was I?😬
I stepped out of the car and slammed the door. He immediately put the car into reverse and drove off. I stood in the middle of the street and shouted at him drinking away. "How am I gonna get home"!?
I searched my pockets looking for my phone. I even searched on the ground, my phone was no where to be seen. "Fuck" I said to myself. I had no phone I couldn't call my mom I couldn't call a cab. I had no choice but to go to the party and ask to use a phone. The music was so loud. There were people coming in and out of the house bottles all over the ground people fucking in cars, it was a mess. I knocked on the door and some guy answered. "Heyyyy gurlll" he said. He wasn't even moving but somehow managed to trip and fall down. He was obviously drunk. "What the fuck jalen" you could hear someone in the back say. A girl walked up to the door, she was very pretty. She had long brown hair and was wearing a very pretty pink dress, a tiara and silver heels. "Sorry, my brothers a dumbass, come in" she said.
Cali: oh no thanks, I just uh was wondering if you had a phone I could use I lost mine it's a long story. *i slightly giggled*
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Alright this part is 1,075 words which to me is a lot and I'm getting tired. This was kinda a rush since y'all wanted an update ☺️ you already know what I'm gonna say....sorry for any spelling/punctuation errors❤️I type pretty damn fast and I don't proof read so yeah if there's errors (I know there will be) just excuse my dumbass💀part w coming soon💕
