This morning I woke up at 7am hoping my mom would let me go to school. I mean, she has to. It's the law.
I got out of bed, went to my closet and grabbed a hoodie and black tights. I went into the bathroom to take a shower and get ready. Once I got out I just slipped on some slippers and grabbed my backpack. Which was practically empty because my mom took most of my shit. It was pretty early I knew my mom was still sleeping. I went downstairs and went in the kitchen, grabbed an apple and wrote on the dry erase board hanging on the fridge. "I went to school, calm down" after that I walked out and closed the door gently, carefully so I wouldn't wake my parents up.
While walking to school a lot was going through my mind. Like it's been 4 days and none of my "friends" even stopped by. Are they even really my "friends"???
I walked into the building and sat in the cafeteria waiting for class to start. I sat in the same place as always. After about 20 minutes Samantha and X sat down at the table.
Samantha: look who finally came out from hibernating *she smirked*
Cali: haha *i said sarcastically*
We talked for about 5 minutes before the others showed up. (Jay, Jacob, gray and Savannah)
Jay sat right beside me and gave me a quick kiss.
Jay: I missed you. *he smiled*
Gosh he had the most beautiful smile.
Whenever jay showed any interest in me Samantha got so angry. I mean, she never said she was mad directly but her facial expression said it all. As soon as jay says a word to me her whole mood changes. And everyone notices. it was so clear. When jay talks or touches me everyone looks at her, everyone knows. The tension is real.
Samantha: I need to go to the bathroom. Savannah come with me.
Savannah: I don't have to go.
Samantha: just come *she shouted*
*savannah followed her*
To the bathroom
Gray: when is she gonna accept it.
Jacob: when are you gonna accept it?
*x and Jacob laughed*
Gray: man shut up, I'm over it.
X: you shut up faggot!
Gray: that's ironic coming from you.
x got up and raised his hand threatening to hit gray. Gray got up from the table and backed up. "Kidding" he said. Sitting back down.
Jay rolled his eyes, and put his head down on the table. I put my head down right beside him and played with his hair.
Jacob: that probably hurts huh gray?
Gray: fuck off.
The guys always joke around with gray about the fact that he used to have feelings for me. I guess he still does??? I mean he must if they still joke about it right?
Jay lifted his head up for a second and laughed dapping up Jacob. (Laughing at his joke)
Our friend group is all over the place. Everyone's either had or has feelings for someone within the group. It's weird. Most of us got past it but some of us are still strung up on it. Take Samantha for example.
