In her fleshy hands
She held a working pen
Even though most of her pens
Produced dry ink on the pages.
She picked out a single pen
To write out the words from earth
As the tears dried on her face.
She heard all the words in her mind
But they were scribbled down on her temples
As she searched for her missing
Notebook on the colourful bookshelf.
It was hard to remember her prayer
For she couldn't even place the feeling
That blindly enraptured her body
Although she knew the name of Jesus.
Her bible had been stolen
Right under her nose so she opened
The Bible app on her broken phone
But the verse just wouldn't load.
She wanted to write the invisible verse
In her blank brain but she could only
Recall a childish wing line though
Her lips hardly knew how to speak it.
The colour beneath her eyelids was grey
As she read from that sad verse
About a home away from earth.
She thought how words could escape
From her sad, empty mind and
Create colour on the books in her shelf
But she never seemed to read them
For words were too grey to contain.
They were like basic striped letters: IBS
Or the fat lump of a C, then D, then F
And how they all seemed to disappear
Because she couldn't see them in the flesh.
But Jesus was a deep purple shade
Of the plums on the mug before her
Sitting on the table where she wrote
For the word had a thickness on her tongue
Jesus sat like a plump plum in her mind;
The sentences of Jesus Christ on earth
Were like juices running down her palms.
She didn't like the stickiness against her pen
So she went away to wash her hands
Before coming back to finish the poem.
She strained to think how to end it
But then words etched themselves down
Clinging in black ink to the page
For her hands knew how to form them
All from her own colourful imagination.

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Strength
PoesiaStrength is a selection of poetry about an inner spiritual strength. Sometimes when we are feeling most weak, our spirit opens up like a tree within us. Poetry has always been a way for me to express the beauty and strength I see in God's world when...