Broken (Jack Gilinsky Fanfiction)

Chapter 2

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I had never been this sad and broken in my life. I feel so empty. It was now 7:45AM and school was gonna start in around fifteen minutes. I was debating whether I wanted to go to school or not. Even if I did I was surely gonna be late since a school is around 10 minutes away and I take 5 minutes to take my stuff and I'm too lazy to walk fast. I'm too depressed to even try. I finally decided not to go to school and I picked up my phone for first time since yesterday. I had about 50 missed calls, all from Jack. That made me wanna cry again since he said he didn't feel the connection anymore and now he's calling me showing that he cares. I don't understand him. I pushed the covers off my body and went towards my closet pulling out clothes to wear, specifically Jack's shirt. I knew it! I never am gonna get over him. I walked towards the bathroom and turned on the shower. I striped out of my clothes and entered the shower. As the water hit my body I immediately relaxed but after a few seconds I started thinking about life meaning Jack. A few tears slid down my cheek and blended with the water. After about a half hour I got out of the shower and put on clothes. I decided to stay in bed the whole day and eat ice cream. While going downstairs I realized my parents hadn't even come home last night. I never really got to see them and that made me sad. It's like I was just here to watch their house, they never really cared about me. I walked towards the fridge and took out the whole tub of ice cream and a spoon. After settling down on my bed I was about to choose a movie on Netflix but my phone started ringing. I groaned in annoyance.

'Who could it be now?' I thought. I picked up my home and checked the Caller ID hoping that it wouldn't be Jack. Fortunately, it wasn't. It was my best friend Clarissa. I didn't want to talk to anyone so I declined the call and turned my phone off and put it on my night table beside my bed. After deciding a movie which was surely sad so I could cry my eyes out and think about Jack. I started eating the ice cream and watching the movie.

After about an hour, I heard the door downstairs open. It must be my parents since no one else had the keys to the house.

"Honey? Are you home?" My mom called out.

"Yea." I screamed back without emotion or else it would be obvious that I have been crying.

"Come downstairs!" I groaned again. Why would she want me to come downstairs now? I got up lazily and walked downstairs at her staring at me with an angry look.

"Yes?" I asked confused.

"Why didn't you go to school today?" She crossed her arms and moved to one side to look more scary.

Shit!

"Um..I just..didn't..um, feel good?" I asked more to myself.

"You don't look sick." She raised one eyebrow. I didn't want to tell my mom about Jack and I's breakup since she had warned me that he was gonna leave me but I didn't listen to her and started dating him.

"Well it's fever. You know..it's not that visible but in the inside I feel really really sick." I sighed dramatically.

"Ok..." She didn't seem convinced but she nodded. I knew she didn't believe me but I was relieved that she let it slip. I ran towards my room and laid on my bed and looked up the ceiling. I had nothing to do expect cry. I decided to go out so I could get my mind off him. I got up and changed into the first clothes that came into my hands; grey skinny jeans and pink half sleeve top with my black purse. I brushed my hair back putting it into a simple ponytail leaving a few strands of hair out. I smiled at my appearance at least I looked presentable. I walked downstairs towards the kitchen.

"Hey dad!" I smiled at him.

"Hey kiddo!" He said still looking at his work files. I rolled my eyes, he never really payed attention to me.

"I'm going out mom." I told her before she nodded and I walked out of the kitchen heading to the door. I wanted to go the mall since there was nothing else to do anyways and I didn't want to go with Clarissa either since I would bother her with my problems. I hopped in my car and drove towards the mall. In about 10 minutes I was parked in the driveway. I got out and entered the mall, smiling, as I looked around. It felt good getting out after a while.

First, I entered my favorite store; H&M and started my shopping.

After a few hours of shopping I walked towards the food court ready to eat. I was starving after all this shopping. As I was walking I saw someone who I did not expect to see here. He hadn't see me yet but I still couldn't look away. He was there with another girl. My eyes started filling up with tears. It's like god wanted him to notice me. Right after that second his eyes met mine and they widened. I just closed my eyes as tears rolled down my cheeks and I opened them again. Jack was was still staring at me but he didn't make a move. I walked out of the mall in a hurry without looking back. I was already bawling half way trough the way of my car. Once I was inside I completely broke down full on sobbing. I couldn't take this anymore. There was only one thing I could do that would help me calm down.

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