Broken (Jack Gilinsky Fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Jack's POV

I fucked up big time and I really regret it. At first, I thought my feelings for her had faded away since I didn't need to spend time with her like I used to but now that I realize it, I miss her so much. She is my life. I miss hearing her laugh because of me. I miss her cute smile that I caused and I miss holding her. I miss her falling asleep in my arms and I miss comforting her when she's sad. After I broke up with Lucy, I started to have a affair with Hannah. I thought I had the same connection as Lucy with her but I didn't. After a few days I realized I had a big mistake and I wanted her, I knew it wasn't gonna be easy. It's all my fault. I sighed as I sat down on the couch in my house.

"Fuck." I muttered while running my hand trough my hair.

"What's wrong dude?" JJ said while coming down the stairs.

"I miss Lucy so much." I looked up at him. I was sad.

"But didn't you break up with her?" He asked curiously before sitting beside me. I nodded not wanting to say anything. I knew it was my fault and I really do regret it.

"I wish I could help you bro but you're to the one who did this. Try not to give up." He slapped by back before going back upstairs. I nodded and switched on the TV, trying to get my mind off of her. Which probably was impossible.

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After a while of watching TV, I gave up. I still was thinking about her beautiful face. I looked from my TV to my phone debating on wether I should call her or not since it was 12AM. I decided to call her anyways. I needed her back as fast as possible before that Alex dude does something. My nostrils flared at the thought of Alex touching her in anyway way, even hugging.

I slid my finger across the phone unlocking it and clicked the phone icon before dialing her number. For the first time, I was nervous. Usually it was opposite. I waited as the phone rung. As I was about to give up I heard a manly voice on the other side.

"Hello?" I was about beat someone up. She was with Alex right now.

"Why the fuck are you with Lucy?" I practically growled into my phone.

"Why do you care anyways? You aren't dating her anymore. Get that inside your head, asshole." He said calmly like nothing was wrong.

"Get the fuck away from her. She's mine and I still love her." I was getting angrier by the second.

"No, dude. I am dating her." Right after he finished that he hung up. I was so mad but mostly sad. I felt the need to let out my anger or sadness which ever it was. I needed her so much.

3rd person's POV

Alex was sitting on the couch thinking while the TV was still on. He was thinking why Jack was there when he dropped Lucy off, they aren't even dating anymore. He was scared she would cheat on him but he still did trust her to not do that. She isn't that type of girl. While thinking, a phone rung which's ring tune wasn't the same as his. Then a moment after he realized it was Lucy's phone she had forgotten it and the caller ID was Jack. He picked it up and started talking.

After hanging up. He had decided something and realized something. He was coming in between their relationship. Between Jack and Lucy's relationship. He needed to break with her first thing next morning. Even if he liked her, Jack loved her and anyone could see that. Expect Lucy because she was hurt. He needed to do that before anything else bad happened. After thinking about what to do Alex decided to go to sleep since tomorrow he had to end it with Lucy as fast as possible.

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Lucy's POV

The next morning I woke up around 6AM hoping my mom would be home since I had to ask her for a favor. I needed to get away from my problems even if it wasn't the best decision.

Part 10?

Okay, okay so I know it's been almost a month since I last uploaded a chapter and I really am sorry. School is stupid as fuck. I tried to make it as good as I could for you guys since you guys had waited long enough. You deserved a good chapter, well the best I could make. Be ready since drama is now coming up in the book! So please forgive me and I love each single on of you, yes you. The one reading this. You are beautiful just the way you are. Your smile is perfect and the way you laugh is even more perfect. Never give up because I will always support.