Chapter 8

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Not only was I shocked but also mad and sad that he was here. What did he even want? And that's what I exactly asked him.

"Why did you kiss that guy?" He asked angrily while walked towards me.

"What the fuck Jack? Is that why you came here? We aren't dating anymore. You are the one who broke up with me and not the opposite." I finished. By the end of my words I was fuming with anger. How could he think that even after breaking up he could decide who I went out with.

"I-I wanna talk. Please just hear me out..." he trailed off sadly.

"No, I'm done with you and I don't want to talk to you." I shook my head before heading towards my house door but Jack beat me to it by blocking my way.

"Please...?" He put an arm around my waist. I instantly pushed him away.

"Don't touch me!" I murmured while looking down. Even if we weren't dating every time he touched butterflies would erupt in my stomach, as cheesy as that sounded it was true. I walked towards my house door after saying that we could talk inside and I was glad my parents weren't home. I walked towards the couch and sat down waiting for him to say something.

"I wanna say I'm sorry. I really am. I miss you so fucking much and I just realized that breaking up with you was such a big mistake and those feelings are still here. I love you." Jack said while coming towards me and sitting beside me on the couch.

"No that's how it works. You are a jerk. You broke up with me and you broke my heart. I'm now over you and done with you. I am happy with Alex, my new boyfriend." The last part was a complete lie but he didn't need to know that.

"But I love you damn it!" He screamed before he smashed his lips to mine. I was too shocked to realize what was happening for 3-4 seconds before I pushed him away.

"How dare you kiss me?" Now tears were streaming down my face. It wasn't that easy. You couldn't just take someone back who you broke up with that easily. "You never understood how much I loved you and how much I fucking cared about you but you didn't care at all. You just broke up with me and finished it all like it was nothing." I croaked before I got up and walked towards the door.

"Get out of my house Jack." I whispered while looking at him.

"Please just listen to me. I'm sorry I kissed you but just-" he got up and looked at me.

"Fucking get out." I screamed while more tears started streaming down my face. It was getting more and more difficult to breathe. I loved him so much be he wasn't there for me.

"Please..." he cupped both of my cheeks while looking into my eyes. I couldn't take it much longer the eye contact was breaking me more and more.

"Just leave...please." I pushed him away.

"Fine...but please just promise me we can talk another time." He pleaded.

"I don't know Jack. We aren't together, get that inside your head." I closed the door in his face just as I heard him say 'I lov-' even though it hurt me to do that. I really wanted to get back with him but he hurt me and I was with Alex, I couldn't cheat on him. He was there for me when Jack wasn't.

I walked towards my room and after going to the bathroom and changing my clothes I decided to sleep since I was exhausted by all that happened. While laying down I realized that it had been 2-3 weeks since I went to school and I didn't even go to basketball practice. I'm sure they kicked me out but I could care less about it. Mom had told me that the directrice from school had called to me that if I miss another month I'll fail my whole year but at least there was another month left. I was gonna skip it all I didn't care right now. Slowly I feel asleep while thinking about life.

Part 9??

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Sorry if this was kinda shitty but the next chapter will be better.

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