Broken (Jack Gilinsky Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

Sorry for the error someone just told me that I uploaded the same part twice and that's why I'm putting up part 4, the real one. Sorry again and enjoy!
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As days passed by I did the same old being skipping classes and getting high. Whenever my mom asked me why I was crying I told her not to ask me and she never did. At least she understood that I didn't want to talk about it but I knew it that I had to tell her one day and she was gonna tell me the same old shit; 'I told you so'. That wasn't gonna help at all my the breakup so what's even the point. I was very lucky that she wasn't home that often so she wouldn't see my crying much. Right now I was siting on the porch smoking weed again and that's when I got an idea! I needed to go out and have fun. Go to the club. I quickly got up stumbling a bit since I was high and got changed into a short black dress before putting on some makeup. I left the house as fast I could. At least I wasn't that high that I couldn't drive.

I got out of car once I saw the club and walked inside happy that I could finally have some fun. The music was on full blast, everyone was dancing and having fun. I pushed trough the big crowd to get to the bar and ordered 5 shots of Vodka. I know that's a lot since I'm already high but who's gives a damn shit right? It's not like anybody would care if I died. Right after I got my shots I drank them all one after one. I already felt drunk. I walked towards the dance floor and started dancing.
After a few seconds I felt someone's hands wrap around my waist pulling me closer to his body and I didn't mind as long it wasn't him. I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him more closer, if that were possible.

"You look sexy tonight." He whispered in my ear making me shiver. I responded by kissing him on the lips. He pulled away taking my hand brought me to a corner where there wasn't much people and started kissing me. His hands roamed around my body touching me everywhere. I didn't mind because the alcohol was making me careless. He then moved to my neck sucking it making me moan in pleasure. I wrapped my arms around his neck to keep myself from falling. My knees were feeling weak from the pleasure.

"Want to come home?" He said with his lips against my ear. I could smell his breath; that was a mix of alcohol and mint, his smell was addicting.

How could I say this, if I was in love with Jack? Probably the alcohol.

I nodded and he pulled me trough the crowd. Once we made it to his car I sat down in the passenger seat. That was when I saw his face perfectly. He had brown gelled up hair with brown eyes. Simple but hot. I smiled at him before he started driving.

Right after we got home. He pushed me against the door and attacked my lips as he unzipped my dress making it fall on the floor.

"Jump." He said and I did as he said. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He walked up the stairs not detaching his lips from my neck. Once he got there he kicked the door open revealing his messy room but it was better than Jack's.

Oh my god Jack!

I had completely forgotten about him. I couldn't do this. Jack could have affairs but I couldn't. I loved him.

"Wait." I stopped him.

"What happened?" He asked confused.

"I-I can't do this. I'm sorry if you hate me. I'm used to people hating me." I said as my eyes filled up with tears.

Why the heck did I have to such an emotional wreck over someone who didn't even care about me?

"Hey, hey it's okay." He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me to his chest.

"Tell me what happened. I can listen I don't mind." He smiled at me. He was actually sweet.

"Oh." I then smiled. "You're actually really sweet I thought you only wanted sex."

"Usually but I won't mind listening either. I also have feelings and I understand." He laughed. "And I don't like to see pretty girls like you cry. Now tell me!"

I started telling him the whole story about what happened between me and Jack. He listened to all of it. He even commented stupid stuff making me laugh. At the end I was laughing with him. Then I realized I didn't even know his name.

"What's your name?" I asked curiously.

"You don't need to know that." He said seriously but laughed after a second. "It's Alex."

"I'm Lucy." After talking a bit more and maybe kissing. Alex asked me to stay over and I didn't deny since he was really sweet. This day went really well even though tomorrow I will have a heck of hang over.

Part 5??
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