He fell inlove with my bestfriend 💔

Chapter 23.

Kinuwento ko kay Kristine. Sabi niya kung kailangan ko pa ba ng resbak HAHAHAAHAHHAHA. Sabi ko wag nalang. Siguro kailangan namin ng space sa isa't - isa kaya ganun.

Kaso, nakakamiss. Nakakamiss lahat ng kilig, lahat ng saya, lahat ng texts niya, lahat ng sinabi niya. Kaso useless din. Hindi naman totoo yung sinabi. Useless lahat ng saya ko everyday.

Nakakainis. Bakit ko ba siyang namimiss? Kung ako nga? Hindi niya ako namimiss. Halos lahat, naniwala na sa mga sinasabi niya. Kasi, minsan niya lang yun sinasabi.

I remember the days, yung mga araw na kinukurot ang aking pisngi. The days he makes me laugh, the days he makes me smile when im sad enough. The days he accepted me on how i am even when the days i couldnt accept my ownself. The days where he was there to cheer me up, even when the days i fight my ownself. I miss all those days. I wish i could go turn back time. But returning the days, without getting hurt.

To the boy i loved, Hello there Sander. I miss you alot, alot. I know you dont miss me right now. But i'm sorry for everything. Sorry for helping you, for being kind to you, for doing everything you want. I remember those words, the words you told me that hurted me alot. But i just didnt care, because i loved you. I just thought because maybe you have some problems, tapos nadamay lang ako, pero pinabayaan ko na. Alam ko kasi, mahal kita. Minahal na pala. Sorry sa lahat. Lalo na, Sorry dahil minahal kita buong puso ko. I just also want to say thankyou dahil pinasaya mo ako kahit konti. Kahit pekeng ngiti. Kahit fake love man yan, thank you parin. Dahil sayo, magiging malakas narin ako. I dont know why, days came by, but i still, i still care for you. Even you dont care for me anymore. Sana, sana may powers ako, yung powers na meron ka, the powers you can do to forget me. I hope i have that powers so i can forget you, too. But you know what? Hindi ka dapat nagsinungaling. I know you still love my bestfriend. Our bestfriend. Kaso parang naging kasalanan ko rin dahil naniwala ako kahit di naman totoo. Ang tanga ko, sobrang sobra. Where did i go wrong? Ano bang ginawa ng bestfriend ko na hindi ko man nagawa? Ano bang pagkukulang ko sayo? Tinaggap kita buong puso ko. Kaso wala, Sorry ha? I just cant. I think its the time for me to change. The Angelica Marie De Gonzales you know, is a different person right now.

This girl, Angelica Marie De Gonzales, is now on the process on moving on.

I loved you, Sander.